Thread 82454276

>tfw wake up in my own bed again
>slept for like 10 hours after drinking lots of wine
>still need to unpack my luggage
>tempted to grab some beer
>I hate being back SO much

>time for my second beeru desu
>some short business meeting in like 10 hours
>I better st0p after the second one desu
>being born was a mistake

>german beer tastes like shit now to me
>I hate this country so much its unreal

>>82454676
go to dubai and drink emirati beer
oh wait lol

>>82454741
Actually you can get alcohol easily in Dubai
Its just moar expensive
If u drive outside of Dubai for like 30mins
You can get it for cheaper prices
They have import stuff
In Iran u can find import stuff and moon shine xd
I hate alcohol but weede is the bigger evil 2 me
Once I get back to it, stopping wont be easy if u life in shitty ass Germany

>>82454741
>that time I walked 2 hours in the heat for some whiskey
>finish the bottle in one night
>my cousins were surprised how I found a liquor store in Dubai
My drinking problem was bad back then

>time for another shitty beeru
>mom said the richfag relative in Canada
>who I respect the most in the family
>would love to help me find work there and make us move to them
>maybe I should give it a try
>if its a real offer and not just words
>anything is better than this shit hole Germany
>I spit on this country

>younger brother is still psychotic
>at least he calmed down a tier
>instead of thinking he is Jesus
>he is crazy about Jesus
>keeps telling me that buddah is the wrong choice
>he wants to visit our LA aunt so he can smoke weede there
>Buddah please let it happen
>then let his psychotic ass get shot by some niggis
>would make my plans easier
>to make sure he inherites nothing from my parents
>all mine after he decided to go full psychotic
>inherit tax is crazy in germoney
>everyone with a function brain transfers everything to their children befor death
>so I guess in the worst case of him staying alive so long
>I could be like
>"yeah it will be easier to transfer it just to me and I will give u ur share later"
>neva gib him anything and let him rot in the streets
>my payback for making life harder than It should be

>https://youtu.be/inC1_zP7q2E?si=QcOSy7wf0wuFGVIK
>german rap scene is also trash since a few years now
>barely any good new songs
>I need anothet beeru

>https://youtu.be/6w3EbmeD9UY?si=fVaSGH6xAuDqr9m_
>that time I was listening to this
>with max settings on my bose headphones
>so people around me could hear it
>the liberal murricans could hear it
>ROFL
I love you donny

>https://youtu.be/GNeyqFfXf7k?si=pLHjZ2gAbUlP3uEw
>I need a ciggy n moar shitty beeru

>https://youtu.be/PE0rxHzyxNs?si=dMnIC3IMWvyFT9p1
>going through the over 7000 pics I took during my travel
>nearly crying
>maybe I should st0p dri king desju

I hate that I keep drinking I sit there and recognize theres no good reason for me to but I end up doing it anyway

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6p1iwJ7q7Q
>>82455400(dubs)
Idont get this
but I will open a fifth beeru to join u drinking ig
>half of it is gone already befor I could post
>the rest will disappear in n0 time after dis post

>>82455129
You seem like a pretty international fella.

>want a sixth beeru
>maybe n0t
>gonna get a frozen pizza
>slitting up my wrist does seems like a good option
>>82455754
>a petty fella
xd

Ah yes, the post Japan vacation depression. Happens to everyone.

Why don't you find a girlfriend?

>i have to get up in 6 hours to pretend to work
>not even i get to stand still for 8 hrs and get paif 37/hr

>eat
>drink soda
>ugh
>mom n other people said I look good with more weight
>but I need to go back to being a borderline skelly
>i dont rike myself with moar flesh
>this IS disgusting
>reeeeeee
>gonna try to sleep after this next cig
>dads only hope is that I wake up befor the biz meeting
>if he tries to wake me up for it
>im gonna bet that I will be like "go fuck urself idc" in a reflex reaction
>>82456055
I hate germany since years
this is making it worse
>>82456152
idk
>>82456170
u get paid 37 bucks a hour?
thats a good deal desu

>needed two cigs
>ready2sleep now
>I better sleep
>cause thinking of filling up the bathtub with hot water
>n slit up my wrist
>I fucking hate this SO much
>goodnights desu

>>82455296
I was hopeful that you stopped smoking cigarettes
shame on you anon.
also stop drinking it makes you die faster
>inb4 le edgy "I want to die faster" meme
no you don't
>HAWT2

>>82456219
Im a nepo hire is just stuck around for 7 years to get my wage + benefits

shut up fag germany is nice i love verlin

>wake up
>get a coffee
>two ciggys
>need to take a shower n get ready for a short work related meeting
>the fren of a female fren is in Tokyo now
>she gave her my Snapchat to ask me for advice
>gib her some basics but seems like they are helpful
>like she wasn't even aware of famichiki
>I also recommend a ramen place and saizeriya
>>82456933
Oh yea that's lucky
Our company is smol and I hab t0 be a big gear in
>>82456806
Ye n0t faster
Right now!!
>>82456979
>vermin

I miss Japan and I wasn't even there...

>the meeting was okies
>dad wants 2 give up underground construction
>and expand the biz relationship with that meat production factory
>I have to figure out which stocks to pump
>Russian drones over Poland were shot down
>that's good
>war can make you rich if you play ur cards right
>ww3 now please
>Im excluded from military service thanks to my BPD diagnosis
>some paperwork is left
>after I ate
>I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT REEEE
>>82458171
Time skip til the next japan travel
Please

>>82458810
Show us your chubby tummy.

>eat together with parents
>go finish the paperwork for my cousin
>just need to finish something for our company
>thinking of going to the gym afterwards
>probably n0t a full workout
>cause I want one of the trainers 2 show me how do it properly again
>or else I run risk hurting myself
>but I can run & lift some weights on my own
>the trainers need appointments
>need to unpack my luggage n get my room clean
>its too messy and that uncomfy
>>82458866
Its not a chubby tummy but I wanna be a borderline skelly :T

>>82459524
>borderline skelly
But why?

>finished with everything for today
>I need a fat ciggy
>some coffee now
>and then get ready 4 the gym oof
>n0t really in the mood but I will try to keep it short
>no need to overdo it nao
>okies psychotic bro isnt that bad anymore
>rather just annoying
>I guess I was scared after his jesus rambling that he would be as tough2handle like previously
>>82459573
I used to be VERY chubby
Then I memed myself into a eating disorder
And I feel better when im skinny
This is scary2me

>>82460175
>psychotic bro isn't that bad anymore
That's good news!

>unemployed for over a year
>living abroad in a third world country
>gf whomst I quit my comfy IT job and moved to a third world country for breaks up with me
>become an alcoholic for the 5 months I'm waiting for my flight back home
>start smoking again
>put on 15kg, go bald and become disgusting

3 years ago I had a good job, a car that made me happy whenever I drove it, I worked out and was in shape, slept with random women from dating apps every few months, spent money on random shit that made me happy because I made good money and saved a ton of it. Now I'm back at my parents place with 100 eurodollars in my bank account getting ghosted by every fucking job opportunity and I'm fat for the first time in my entire 30 years of existence.
Women are a fucking meme robots, women will ruin your life, I gave everything to that bitch I fucking cooked cleaned and made her cum 10 times a day but as soon as I'm broke and I can't take her out to dinner every other day shit broke down. Women are ungrateful fucking animals.

>0n my way to the gym
>wear my all miku tracksuits
>more looks than in Tokyo for being a gaining xd
>I wont use it for their workout desu
>gonna change clothes
>>82460189
He still needs therapy + MEDS
0r else he runs risk going full maniac again methinks
>>82460245
0oof I hope dis is just some silly copy n paste
Otherwise hopefully better days await you desu

>>82460709
>miku tracksuits
Soneone here has huge balls.

>usually I run for 20 minutes
>just 11 this time
>I couldn't breath properly and my sides started to hurt
>still became all sweaty
>time2lift weights on the bench
>feels like im messing this up too
>need a trainer desu
>still going for more rounds desu
>>82460862
I was already going for flashy outfits before
Now its overkill with these japanese clothes from ACDC RAG
Plus im the only guy in down with flashy dyed hair
Its blue but used to be purple xd
Im like asking for trouble lule

>>82460709
I wish it was copy pasta, 6 months ago I was considering an hero and now I'm not so I guess things do get better. I'm broke asf so I can only afford ciggies now so atleast I'm not drinking 6 liters of beer per day anymore, gotta wait till I get a job for that.

>oh I forgot ur supposed to train ur legs first after a run
>to release the most testosterone for the training desu
>legs hurt too much way too soon
>yeah still recovering from Japan
>>82461073
Oof Ganbare n Goodlucks again
St0p the drinking, beeru plays a big factor if someone as a belly or not
At least u seem to have some skills/education
I worked myself up in Amazon but left, my ego wouldn't handle to start over
And our family biz is draining but ig if things go well, I will be very well off
Maybe see if you can get a IT job at Amazon
Over here they are always looking for people
+IT people start as Level 3 !

>work out for a good hour
>need a trainer 2 show me how to use the machines
>everything hurts 2much anyways
>time2shower
>then get a gym coffee + a ciggy
>>82458866
>https://files.catbox.moe/ltdtjn.jpg
Look at this hideous body ;_;

>>82461424
Doesn't look so bad. The hair color is really ... special.

>>82461495
>so bad
That's a codeword for its bad
>special
Yeah used a made in Japan dye
Its much better than the made in EU bulletin, had to redye every 2 weeks
This is still from like 4 weeks ago
Thinking of mass importing made in Japan cosmetics4sale
>some older buff guy at the gym told me I hab nice hair
>he knows my dad and has a surprised face
>he is part of dis huge middle eastern family
>dad is very good with them
>we are even renting our other house to some part of their familie

>>82461138
Getting certs right now because I don't have a bachelors, should've gone to uni when I was bored and rich instead of spending all my time reading and going out with random thots, things are sorta looking up because I'm back home atleast so I don't get the immigrant treatment, was very weird doing an interview and having people ask me why a European is looking for a job in some south american shithole.

>>82461769
>south america
U were insane for that
Should had make her move to u
South America is on my avoid list, I would rather travel 2 Africa (for Egypt)
Welp u got some wild life experience from that time

Good night, frens. Don't get drunk again.

>parents are bacc home
>got me persian lamb kebab
>moar lamb for mee
>in a kinda grumpy mood
>bleh
>>82462114
Goodnight n sleep well
Actually thinking of wine
But ig thats would ruin the workout efforts

>kinda scuffed cause I did it myself
>there are still like 20 pieces to hang up
>I thought I had much moar to be desu
>im 2tired to do the rest for tonight
>>>>turns out one omamori is for safe childbirth
>yea gonna safe it up incase one of my cousins get a second child lma0

>okies I had to hang up 3 moar
>from the shrine featured in watamote
>close to my bed
>still around 20 to hang up
>still felt like I had moar to be desu
>I better get ready2sleep now
>food calmed me down but my mood is sinking again
>if im luckily I wont wake up ever again

>some guy in murrica gets shot
>news n /pol/ are losing their mind
I don't get it
Someone gets shot in murrica like every hour
Whats the big deal deal

>0h its some lefty violence
>trump also made a video response about that girl being stabbed randomly by some black guy
Sacrificial lambs
Daddy Trump is gonna clean up I hope
Blacks n Arabs behave in the Emirates cause they know otherwise torture & limb cutting awaits them, the west should learn from that to be desu
>0ne moar ciggy and I sleep

>so tired I forgot da pic
>goodnights