>younger brother is still psychotic
>at least he calmed down a tier
>instead of thinking he is Jesus
>he is crazy about Jesus
>keeps telling me that buddah is the wrong choice
>he wants to visit our LA aunt so he can smoke weede there
>Buddah please let it happen
>then let his psychotic ass get shot by some niggis
>would make my plans easier
>to make sure he inherites nothing from my parents
>all mine after he decided to go full psychotic
>inherit tax is crazy in germoney
>everyone with a function brain transfers everything to their children befor death
>so I guess in the worst case of him staying alive so long
>I could be like
>"yeah it will be easier to transfer it just to me and I will give u ur share later"
>neva gib him anything and let him rot in the streets
>my payback for making life harder than It should be

>wake up in Tokyo again
>feel rather alive again
>go down to the hotel lobby for some coffee
>smoke a ciggy
>check the weather
>oh fuck its gonna rain the next two days
>seems like I need to change my plans
>feel fit enough to go out again
>gonna get some breakfast at a konbini close by
>and then head out desu

>im SO rekt
>ugh gotta survive the big exist crowd now
>tomorrow I wanna go2the area in Chiba where watamote takes places
>afterwards shopping in Akihabara
>Shibuya on Friday I guess
>wanna see Asakusa again too
>but probably for next week2avoid the huge crowds there

>im gonna delete the fren request on steam
>not my fault they value trash more than me cause their brain is fried up
>n0t realising im also a one in a billion >:T
>its their missed opportunity fr
>not mine

>https://youtu.be/_2r4NzGpmxY?si=WKZgkRj-q4OATjIr
It takes time desu

>>82055711
>i dont feel bad i feel hate and disgust,
These are bad feelings!!!
Hate is just bad for you in the long run, unless you get some power and can unleash it on minorities or normies idk, eitherway its mostly bad for u
>the "bad" feeling is just my brain lacking dopamine
Well ur brain needs it indeed but its not that simple
Like when I was around 18 I was like
>oh amphet*mines give you dopamine??
>fuck around with them like a retard
>at the end I tried to overdose n die on them
>I wasnt able to move for 3 days
>bery painful memories
Anyhoo its probably a combination of not meeting ur physical needs and a lack of purpose
Gib any man all the time in the world, without anything to do or pursue, he will go crazy
Desu you can make it

>>81887834
Im sorries
Ben n jerries are some weird hippies but their ice cream is TOO GOOD ;w;
>Korean Melon
Oh sounds neat!
>Mom was ready to call me a baka buying poor quality frozen juice on a stick, but changed her mind after trying. Those Asians be honorabre.
Maybe bring her a long to a asia store next time desu?
>>81887783
>no because you have a very sparse, spartan setup and you try to appear feminine by having a pink weed grinder when a real girl would never have that setup
I just like the asthetics, im not doing it on purpose, idk what went wrong uwu
im actually trying to become str0nk on purpose desu
>https://litter.catbox.moe/8uw1weny8uhg8bsg.jpg
makes my posts funnier if u ask me
>and you shouldn't crossdress in hot topic gear ok
why not??? there are some pieces that are 2cute2NOT wear urself
but yea I need a gf who can wear all the clothes I would like to wear myself uwu
>>81887779
lol, No.
Also OP started with the banana topic!

>my body hurts plenty but I feel like its NOT enough
>I wanna go2the gym today again already
>but I was there two days in a row now
>need a lil rest too ig
>>81847632
>there is a 14K gold necklace with a sparkling lab-diamond ribbon under my bed for my 3d waifu incase she wants to meet for smoke & watch anime together
>tfw I will be on the other side of dis planet for 6 weeks soon
>dont expect her to open up that much befor my vacay
>welp afterwards
>and if not I will cry, burn the luv-letter I wrote and save up the necklace for someone else I guess ;w;