Thread 82144925

it's not wrong to dream. it's not indulgent to believe...

keep your morale up

but is it vanity
to hide a broken heart?

>>82144925 (OP)
Good words. Keep the hope burning, anon.

>>82144957
it is. hidden away, no healing.

>>82144939
some days, i do try..

>>82144983
hope is the worst thing a human can have

>>82144995
rotting on a bed of roses, my heart's content to bleed
all over my delicate bed of roses... from my mortal coil, i'm freed

>https://youtu.be/_2r4NzGpmxY?si=WKZgkRj-q4OATjIr
It takes time desu

>>82144925 (OP)
Maybe you should start dreaming about getting a job

>>82145090
those contents of your heart are spoiled on carmine sheets... rot can nurtured, delicately, like your rose. by dreams, freedom -- a possible feat. it's not late, don't decompose. why do you feel such a way, anon?

>>82145278
because i think we're romantics, us two, cursed with the heavy burden of unrequited love... wouldn't you agree?

>>82145384
it is a heavy burden, it invites its way into our home and takes seat by our hearth. were they never able to hear the song of your heart, anon? i fear my fate was more unfortunate. but i try see the joy in at least, having moments and memories. it shows that i'm not all too gone yet...

>>82145457
i serenaded them with seventh chords, chromatic movements, and most importantly, my soul. i know it wasn't perfect... but i'm reluctant to say it wasn't enough

>>82145278
>Possible feet

>>82145523
you are beautiful in the way you write and express yourself, anon. why do you feel it wasn't enough, other than.. the pain you feel right now? do you fear that one more verse might've changed your fate? or that circumstances denied you your chance to begin with?

>>82145023
>hope is the worst thing a human can have
Hope can be a great driving force in the face of uncertainty and the difference between giving up and achievement. I'm not saying walk blindly with no worries cus of hope; and false hope can be destructive. But having hope of a better tomorrow can be helpful and effective in getting results today. Hope can come in many ways and it can be coupled with wanting, greed, worry, sorrow and will, etc. It also is good against stagnation and keeps you going until you find more resources. There are other tools as well like insight and wisdom and experience, etc. But hope is useful.

What mechanism would you suggest facing the void with, anon?

>>82145587
that's quite flattering of you to say, anon... hard for me to handle, even.

i still don't know what's in store for me, so it's hard to say... i don't even know what to say anymore, sorry anon

>>82145728
why do you find it hard to handle, anon? praise is given where it is due, you have touched me with your words, coming from deep within you. it's hard to know what's in store for either of us, huh...

instead of trying to know, why not try to feel? what runs through your heart, not your mind?