>have a really bad dream
>wake up reapiting
>thats not real thats not real thats not real
>gonna walk to that buddist temple

>I need a breakfast
>and probably need2run on the treadmill
>found a corner to sit at
>bpd is even telling me to cancel my vacation cause I'm gonna be too depressed the next weeks
>ig just checking out konbinis & staying in manga caffees would be still better than staying at home
>bleh
>I already hab my hotels so the manga coffee plans are just for giggles ig
>kinda wish I had the onsen nights in my first week
>instead of a mid-travel-"rural"-chill week
>I need that week already to be desu
>>81858787
????
Idk Persians drink tea for whatever reasons
>guests?
>chai* time
>you are sick/feel unwell?
>chai time!
>you wanna eat sweets?
>her3 some chai
>*we call tea also chai desuu

>she didn't send me a goodmorning snap so far
>[triggered]
>[depressed]
>[hopeless]
Reeeeeee I dont wanna head out to work anymore :T
>its just me and a employee today
>gonna send us back home after 5h today cause I just wanna hide in bed for forever now
>we earned over 10k the past 2 weeks so its fine I guess
>im ready to work 7 days a week and spend all my money on her
>but if I dont recive any luv back to fuel me then im just gonna become broken again
>epic bpd moment
>I better shut up and grab my stuff & leave for work
>>81749314
MGSV Phantom Pain being unfinished is a even bigger tragedy
>why are we still heee?
>just to suffer?
>kaz...im already a demon