hit my cardio goal.
wanna talk to you babe. want you to think about the hippies of the 60's. the big appeal to that movement was the free love and drug use. they tricked people into thinking that indulging in vices was actually a good thing, and as everyone has vice and some are weaker to it than others, it attracted many followers. of course included in it were some nuggets of truth, some valid and insightful criticisms of the status quo, but the glue that held it together was that it was an inverted morality cult, where people were told that their flaws were actually good things, and to indulge in them a positive.
you are in an inverted morality cult yourself. one that tells you that your bigotry and hate and rage are virtues instead of vices. that's not to say there aren't a few nuggets of truth, some valid criticisms of the status quo, but those are fig leafs if anything. you don't want to make america great, in fact you hate america and want to kill half the people in it, change it entirely. you want to destroy america to indulge your uncontrollable vices. just like lust is natural and has it's use, suspicion and anger have theirs as well, but they need to be controlled, to unleash them unchecked is wantonness. i know this may fall on deaf ears because the allure of cults is that they shield people from self-criticism, if some free love hippy could look at themselves clearly after the orgy they would rightly be ashamed, but if surrounded by other deluded liars telling them what a good thing they just did, they might not have the inclination to do that. search your heart and pray for me babe, that's what you need to do. you need a confrontation with your own conscience, a conversation with god. i can't save you no matter how hard i want to, it has to come from within. find that strength. love you.
