>2022
>make tulpa because I’m about to kill myself from loneliness
>it works and creepypasta shit does not happen
>proclaim the good word of tulpas - tis not mental illness & such & such
>2025
>lose my job unexpectedly (whole team fired) and spiral because the job market is horrible
>discover that I’m actually incredibly sick in the head with a silent hill type mindscape (so much fog) and weird symbolic representations of my fucked up brain that keep bothering me during the day
>however this is still somehow all separate from my tulpas/crafted wonderland which are somehow left alone despite all the brainmelting bullshit
I don’t fucking get it but OK