>>150747963
>How do you feel about eugenics?
I'm Pro-Eugenics.
>Do you feel like people like you should exist?
No, however there's no undo on birth or the things that lead to developing a disorder and my quality of life isn't so bad that I'm better off in the great beyond.

>The trouble you caused others, and the constant trouble that is your life. Maybe things would be better if you never existed, if we weeded out those with such flawed genes.

The trouble I caused others was mostly deserved. It sounds selfish but I'm 100% on this. Violence is the supreme authority and anyone I've gone nuclear on deserved it. My problem isn't so much that I snapped at people for no reason, it was that I couldn't control myself once the switch flipped. Meditation used to help a lot until it didn't. A sweet old lady that lived next to my grandma used to take me after school 3 days a week and it really did wonders for controlling my temper, exploring my triggers, developing healthy coping mechanisms etc. It just took really fucked up day to bring it all crashing down and send me into a self-destructive spiral. That's when the quacks and pills got involved.

My problem genetic either. It's behavioural. My early childhood screwed me up and I was just never able to escape it.

Have you ever just let it all go? Allowed yourself to act on pure fury? It's as satisfying and exhilarating. I don't regret stabbing that kid in the eye with a fork or breaking his leg. That tubby little bastard bullied me for 8 years straight. If anything, I should have shattered his kneecaps. There's no room in this world for bullies.