I don't have much time. I am using a very old computer with a special connection. I am in North Korea. I cannot say more.

I have a chance to get out soon. I have been planning for a long time. I know a place where the fence is weak near the river and the guards are not always watching. I think I can make it across to China.

I am making this post because I am scared and I have no one to ask. I need to know what happens after. The Chinese police, what do they do if they find you? Do they always send you back? What is the best thing to do or say if they catch me?

I also need to know where to go. Do I just find the nearest South Korean embassy? Is that in Shenyang? How do I get there with no money and no way to speak Chinese?

Please, any advice from people who know about this. This is my only chance. I am ready to run but I am afraid of what comes next.