>>83009316
Been trying to reduce it but failing. Ugh...
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>>83007831
>College?
Yesyes.
>I try to immerse myself in them to forget that its a really shitty idea for me to get into a relationship.
A lonely anon can dream, even if that's the case...
>One of these days i want to find someone to love, and i want to love them without ever hurting them.
I think it comes with experience. How you were raised probably affects it too. Wouldn't it be nice to love without ever hurting anyone? I wish I never hurt anyone, but I doubt that I can be perfect. Doesn't stop me from trying, though. Perhaps one day you'll have worked on yourself enough to the point where it wouldn't be a bad idea being in a relationship anymore.
I have a lot to work on in regards to being a suitable lover, though. As I currently am, I barely feel human. I gotta be able to do chores and shit. Can't take care of someone if I can't even take care of myself and my surroundings. I want to be able to cook a meal for my wife and take care of her when she's sick and help out around the house. I suppose now's a good a time as any to practice those things, but I can't even get my homework done early enough to free up enough time and mental capacity to do housework. Barely taking care of myself as is.
(All that stuff sounds kind of housewife-y... lol)
>College?
Yesyes.
>I try to immerse myself in them to forget that its a really shitty idea for me to get into a relationship.
A lonely anon can dream, even if that's the case...
>One of these days i want to find someone to love, and i want to love them without ever hurting them.
I think it comes with experience. How you were raised probably affects it too. Wouldn't it be nice to love without ever hurting anyone? I wish I never hurt anyone, but I doubt that I can be perfect. Doesn't stop me from trying, though. Perhaps one day you'll have worked on yourself enough to the point where it wouldn't be a bad idea being in a relationship anymore.
I have a lot to work on in regards to being a suitable lover, though. As I currently am, I barely feel human. I gotta be able to do chores and shit. Can't take care of someone if I can't even take care of myself and my surroundings. I want to be able to cook a meal for my wife and take care of her when she's sick and help out around the house. I suppose now's a good a time as any to practice those things, but I can't even get my homework done early enough to free up enough time and mental capacity to do housework. Barely taking care of myself as is.
(All that stuff sounds kind of housewife-y... lol)
Hi anons, I haven't been here for a while. How have you been doing?
I think I need to take some anger management classes or something... or maybe my home life is bad enough that no anger management class could fix it.
>>82395815
Ugh, depression is such a terrible feeling, I can relate. Take care of yourself anon. Maybe being rude is cathartic? Hopefully you get a chance to go outside for a walk.
>>82395815
Ugh, depression is such a terrible feeling, I can relate. Take care of yourself anon. Maybe being rude is cathartic? Hopefully you get a chance to go outside for a walk.