>>82481947
i hope it doesnt take long then!
>>82481972
>I don't have that Hu Tao spirit in me I guess
aw i see. we all need some of that i think...
>but it hasn't made me feel better yet and I'm scared it won't
that sucks, sorry to hear anon. are your meds supposed to make you feel better or, not feel anything at all? i'll send you a hug so maybe that will make you feel better though!
>because I naively hope things will work themselves out
oh i do that too a lot. honestly, it kind of works for me. if i ignore them then i can't get anxious and make everything worse.
>those people that tackled problems months and years ahead
haha, yeah... i wish i was like that too. i procrastinate way too much. is there a problem right now that's bugging you the most? other than the meds not working.
>>82481990
>Time seemed to slip away without me noticing
it felt that way for me aswell. can't believe how many years have flown by.
>It weighs on me knowing my family departs tomorrow
why does it weigh you? it could be nice to be alone for a while and not have to worry about anyone bothering you. but i guess perhaps you're attached to them so it makes sense. i hope your own trip goes well anon. where are you going, if i may ask?
>I'll probably end up drinking heavily this weekend
be careful anon, you only got one liver. well i guess you could get a transplant but thats not really good either!
>I suppose my intelligence
i kinda wish i was smarter myself honestly, more often than not i feel like im way too stupid. i think most of my intelligence ended up in the emotional side. having a lot of ambitions is good too! i don't have many. what's your biggest one?
>>82482028
you should ask for professional help if you it's that hard for you anon. you can get out of this! it's not easy but it's doable. think of how much better you'd feel afterwards.