I basically present as aesexual, that's the best way of putting it. Like I'm incapable of inserting any kind of suggestivity into my conversations with women whatsoever. Same goes for most ITT. Just an utter lack of socialisation. Maybe it's fixable to a degree but even if you find a group and go out and do stuff with them all the time you'll always be behind, always be socially stunted and emotionally immature. And past a certain age, I think that kind of learned aesexuality gets cemented and you just don't get the impulse to make passes at women or to attempt any kind of initiating.