>>41457659
my doctors said i couldn't get hrt when i was 14 and 15, so i bought diy instead. i spent a year being taken off it by my parents over and over, and fighting to keep transitioning. eventually when i was 16 i spent half a year in a psych ward where they made me detransition.

i got out a bit before i turned 17 and then the pandemic hit. i fell into really extreme traumatic disassociation and didn't restart until i was 21. i've done basically nothing at all from 17 to now. everything feels weird and wrong. i wanted to transition the whole time but didnt take any actions in my life.

i only just found out it's PTSD recently. i remember i told my doctors i thought it was at the time but got ignored. they said i just had ocd. i guess i gave up, i couldn't keep fighting.

>>41457773
it's not repfuel it's the opposite. don't let yourself get destroyed like i did. if i was still a youngshit, everything would have worked out