>>82264414
>>outside is really scary, i try to force myself but its not worth the effort either
One day you will probably be forced to, though, and it won't be the ideal path that you would want for yourself, unless you get extremely lucky. You'll find yourself possibly being manipulated by people, and that's not ideal when there's no other option.
t. recovering NEET that didn't leave my room for 8 years except at night due to anxiety, who got extremely lucky
Thankfully I had my extended family who helped me a bit though, just by offering me a whole house for rent at market rate, those small things helped. The rest was a mixture of luck and hard work.