So went to get prescribed an ssri, I knew they were an NP, but I thought it would be alright, but idk they didn't seem very qualified for their job. I should have just went back to my GP. She was good. I just felt weird and ashamed that I detrooned and felt like I was failing her. Oh well I mean I got a reasonable med, even though I didnt really have a choice. the NP seemed attached to sertraline because they take it. But that's a reasonable starting ssri even though it has the highest sexual side effects and I also have bulimia so fluoxetine would probably have been better, but whatever. Pretty sure the dosing is fucked though. The pharmacist sent me a question to ask if I really planned on taking 100mg. After just a tiny but of researching I think my dosing schedule is kinda fucked up but dont know for sure. And also prescribed too high a dose for just starting an ssri. probably have started on 25 or 50mg.