Thread 41317495

Indefinite resistance edition
>QOTT: What is your favorite coping strategy?

Previous thread: >>41272648

>>41317495 (OP)
im drunk asf and tbhon i just wanna be called a good girl.

i hate my stupid body

>>41317495 (OP)
i cope by embracing and enforcing my own revulsion and disgust at idea of myself transitioning or being mtf, dysphoria still hurts but easier to manage when i see being trans as a worse more degrading personal fate

i cope by eating chicken nuggets
>Indefinite resistance edition
why even be alive if you don t enjoy it?

>>41317495 (OP)
I hate my body
I hate my body
I hate my body
I hate my stupid face
I hate my broad shoulders
I just don't deserve to life anymore

Pinkpillers and reddithons won't tell you this, but the real secret cure to dysphoria is copious amounts of Vodka, wine, and opioids.

>>41317495 (OP)
body hair is the longest it's been but I just don't have the energy to shave it anymore

I'm already not the best looking and people don't see it so not really all that important

Losing weight made my shoulders stand out even worse.

There is nothing to repress
There is nothing to cope with
There is nothing to do
There is nothing but this tiny small slice of barely a life I made for myself

I was never a girl, I had no signs of being one, not once in my life did I need to change myself. I am a normal cis male
Until loneliness took over I had no reason to interact with troonisms
I should have never tried to troon it was always already too late
Im happy I can now detrans happily
My life is over but I can just have my tiny apartment and die alone and that’s that
There is no light left
Some people are born to suffer and triumph
Me, I was born for nothing
Nothing at all

>>41317829
Get a BBL

>>41317925
I am a poor repper, things like BBLs exist in an impossible future where I start to transition and have money for surgeries.

>>41317495 (OP)
I'm cooked bros. Its too hard to go on

>>41317495 (OP)
Take your pills retards, you’ll regret it In a few months and say it’s too late then regret it some more. Your suffering will never stop unless you start hrt tdy

>>41318112
I'm gonna try ssris. Think they will help

>>41317495 (OP)
Cutting, easy

>>41317495 (OP)
>>41318130
The only coping strategy that works for me is to just stop thinking about it and distract myself

>>41318112
But my shoulders are huge.

>>41318112
on hrt, doesn’t do shit if ur bones are raped by testosterone, nice try fucker

Seeing trans people passing breaks my brain but then I see them in other angles and see how chopped they are and I remember why I'm not transitioning. Now just need to stop feeling like shit when I see cis women

>>41317645
>copious amounts of Vodka, wine, and opioids.

I can't have that. And alcohol don't really do that for me.

i was literally a normal kid before i found out about hrt at 14. i remember thinking stuff like
>damn, it would be nice to be a girl
>i would prefer to look like a woman rather than a man, i like their fashion more and i never really fit in with the other boys anyways
>...
>oh well, it's not possible. guess i gotta keep going how nature intended lol

discovering hormonal replacement and how trannyism actually works ruined this completely. now i'm bombarded with "what ifs?", every. single. day. it's an infohazard, an actual mind virus that troons spread online.
i thought many times about telling my parents when i was a teen, but always went against it, because i knew they wouldn't like it. back then i also refrained from telling them because i thought it wasn't that big of a deal and i would get over it, but now i'll never stop thinking about what could've happened if i did. who i could've been. i think i had a nightmare about seeing a female version of me that was actually well-adjusted, but it's been so long i don't know if it was an actual dream or just me fantasizing about it while tired.
now i'm too exhausted to even be upset. you won, trannies. you groomed me. are you happy now?

i want to kill myself

>>41317726
I just use an epilator nowadays, doubles as self care and self harm.

I need cuddles

>>41318830
cissoids groomed you retard

>>41318830
Too young to live and die in blissful ignorance, too old to effectively take advantage of the new information and resources that youngshits take for granted. We're generational midshits.

i am so empty

>>41318112
I'm 6'4 190 pounds at 19
I don't think hrt would fix me, I just need therapy since it's probably an escape mechanism

I take a while to cum when I'm masturbating thinking about fucking a girl, but when I imagine I'm the girl, I cum immediately

>>41319791
good girl

>>41319791
as long as you can cum thinking about fucking girls you are a man. just do it once in a while so it doesn't go away

i am so unhappy oh my god

>>41318112
I did but that only wasted five years of my life as a miserable hon with no friends.

>>41319876
I only cum imagining I'm a tranny topping women and men. Even straight porn has this thought in the background

no one tells you quitting hrt is like menopause. I haven't slept without waking 5+ times in nightmares and sweats in a month

>>41317495 (OP)
Please help me rep.

The only thing I can get off to is imagining myself as a passing transgirl with a chaser husband who Fucks me all day. I don't watch porn. The only I ever have watched before is trans porn where it's transgirl and a guy. I always self inserted as the transgirl but porn really serves no purpose for me and hasn't for a while. My imagination is stronger than any porn ever made. I will rep for weeks and then I'll see a passing transgirl in a movie or something and the AGAMP thoughts will come back really hard to the point where I'm overwhelmed. The only thing that makes them go away is cooming. And they always come back. Always.

How do I fix this? What can i do that will help?

hope i dont wake up

>>41317495 (OP)
someone saved my shitty meme wow

on a side note i'm sad that as a tranny (and a materialist computationalist) i'm completely excluded from religion, I love religious aesthetics, especially orthodox christianity
anyway i'll leave

>>41320587
I thought you were supposed to taper off hrt to avoid this.

can conversion therapy be effective if I go along with it and really try to get rid of these thoughts?
I know there's research showing it doesn't but it's mostly parents sending their children there against there will/with them not fully understanding all it entails.
I am an adult man and I really need it to work, what are my chances?

>>41320935
it probably won't work because you can't really logic your way out of feelings, especially these. but try it if you want and keep us updated. maybe there is a way out after all

>>41318830
This but I was 21
I just coomed to that feminization yuri and furries before

tfw ugly triangle figure instead of curving hips

>>41320935
Imo you'd probably be better off just seeing a regular therapist instead. Ask them for coping strategies to deal with the dysphoria while making it clear that you don't want to transition. Or just save your money since therapy is mostly a meme anyway. Good luck regardless.

I'm so lonely bros

>>41318830
>cissoids invent hrt for meno/andropause and proceed to apply it to trannies
>its da troons who groomed me!
also
>infohazard
please fuck off back to lesswrong

>>41317495 (OP)
r/transtimelines
sort controversial

this is just gonna keep going isn't it? I still haven't accepted the fact that im trutrans and repped this hard.

>>41322420
Yeah I think the trutans/faketrans thing is overblown, but every time someone tells me that I'm 'trutrans' because of something I said about my feelings or history, or just generally accuses me of thinking or acting like a woman, it kinda makes everything hurt a little more. It's like being confronted with the fact that I never had any excuse to rep when I was young and how absolutely stupid it was to deny myself to try to fit into a masculine box I didn't want, that was never made for me, and that I failed to fit anyway. All because I was a coward.

>>41322071
lmao I always forget trans spaces attract lonely men who aren't trans at all

i put a terf in my head to make fun of me and tell me to rep more

>>41322962
terfs don't believe in repression, they don't think dysphoria exists

>>41322988
neither do i tbqh

>>41323078
if you're just a gooner then quit porn and get a hobby

Time to put on my man uniform of t shirt and jeans for the 60 thousandth time

All my problems are caused by poverty. Lack of resources. Perhaps bad luck. You won't convince me otherwise. Transitioning it's all about money and surgeries. Resources.

>>41323279
im agp and i feel shame about it which has caused depression for long periods but im not sure that is "gender dysphoria" i also don't think im a gooner because despite having agp compulsions they still don't go away after long periods of not masturbating or looking at the normal shit i jer off too. i haven't ever had a relationship and at one point i thought transitioning was the answer. i come here because i relate to a lot of the people here but im sort of gender critical and skeptical about the current narrative around trans shit. i also think the whole agp = you must transition or you will never ever be happy shit is retarded.

>>41323428
There's also support. If we all grew up in one of those mystical trans-supportive families that don't fall for the puberty blocker meme, not one of us here would be reppers, or even need surgeries.

>>41323441
>don't fall for the puberty blocker meme
Don't really get what you mean but even this shit cost money.

I just grow up secretly watching that Russian tranny who started hrt about 13 yo I spy her telegram/ytube trying to figure out how she do all that stupid things always get lucky with anything and then she ended up in US
My parents spent all huge amount of money in my education (scam)
There was 1 gay nazi boy (femboy) who's I never see in college personally
They bully him not because he was nazi
And that's all I never seen LGBT person
About for 5 years when I study only chuds and phobes

Idk I wish I was that lucky I wish I wasn't bullied in school college university and work
I wish I don't end up being a unhealthy neet dependent on my parents

And the funniest thing is that I'm probably programmed to suffer to suffer my entire miserable life. My father once told me that

>you look so annoying that I want to punch you in the face.

Later he called me Angel in a bad way of course Maybe he even jerk off to my pictures because he got some from my childhood
and every fucking normie around me have the same look in their eyes when they look at me
never called me man
Always guy or boy

I know that bulling never stops
Because of this fuking society
Transitioning or not
Idk maybe I just destined to live like this

>>41322071
Good source of repfuel. You don't even need to sort by controversial, once you know about angle and lighting fraud it's impossible to unsee it.

>>41323610
>Don't really get what you mean
Basically your sex hormones are responsible for how quickly your growth plates, the part of your bones that grow, close and fuse together. People with low sex hormone take longer for these plates to fuse, which results in them becoming weirdly-shaped lanklets. This is a side effect of puberty blockers because of their suppression of your sex hormones.
>>41323747
People always treat me like some incompetent child for some reason desu.

hrt literally makes my depression melt away but I refuse to take it

If I were just a regular, masculine, ugly, tall rapper, I don't know, maybe the feeling of AGP would be different. And I wouldn't be aroused by my own body. Maybe if I were more masculine, I wouldn't want to focus on a self-identity built on the desire to be a whore. Because I just don't know what else I could do that would be more appropriate with this fuking body.
But in this society I don't allowed even do things like that. And it's bringing me again to being lonely incel hermit.

>>41323836
hrt probably made my depression worse
it's like sissyphus Vs leg irons

>>41323810
>People always treat me like some incompetent child for some reason desu.

Based I feel zero guilt for that shit because lot of cis woman's physically stronger than me
don't even mentioning mans
so I gladly take their help

Homophobia is the number 1 rep fuel for me

if i get dubs it means god wants me to troon and i will do so, become a loyal follower of the christian faith, regardless of the lack of internal logic.
i love making bets i'm not sure i can fulfill

>>41319791
Cum thinking about me softening up your hole with my tongue and then stretching you out and flattening your ass

>>41324152
>missed by 3
i'll take this as god telling me i don't have the holy trinity in my heart
ill just pray more and try again a few weeks from now

is white lotus any good? i heard there's an agp/repper character in it and got interested.

>>41324242
>i heard there's an agp/repper character in it and got interested.
just watch the clip where he talks about it. hes a minor character. not really worth watching the entire show if you're only interested in him.

I tell myself yeah transition doesnt really work, and then there's these absolute luckshits fucking kill my kms

>>41325054
it's so fucking grim, why couldn't it be me

I think wanting to be attractive is valid but I think I would be a pretty attractive trans girl, that's not why I'm repressing. I'm repressing because I witnessed a hate crime against a trans woman and I'm terrified of the same happening to me.

>>41325180
I was a hon for years and the worst I encountered was a few people laughing at me. If you don't put yourself in dangerous situations you'll be fine

>>41325054
>>41325096
It really is all down to the midface isn't it....

>>41325228
I don't think so, women with long faces exist like shelly duval or cher. It's a more complicated issue beyond obviously clocky traits

>>41325096
this image always horrifies me because i look like her pre transition, a LOT. like damn at first i thought this was my long lost sibling or something
but i know that if i try to troon, god will use me as a cautionary tale. cruel world

>>41325228
Nah it's not just midface. People's skeleton is sometimes unpassable. You need shoulders/hips/waist ratio to me relatively salvageable but for lots of males that's impossible. Voice too. Lots of "passoids" dont pass because voice training is so fucking difficult. There are other things that can happen other than just a long face that can fuck you but they aren't specifically coming to mind. Like having tiny face relative to skull size is one. Like it's nearly impossible but then sometimes there's some lucky fuck that just has it all

>>41325269
humblebrag

if I passed or was even just clocky/andro and gendered f out of conflict avoidance I would transition in a heartbeat

>>41325272
True true, but strictly face passing wise, midface, skull size, and jaw (to an extent) are the main ones that FFS can't fix if you're too testosterone poisoned.

>>41325217
if a black person gets attracted to you and they clock you there's a 50% chance they will chimp out and murder you out of shame in order to preserve their masculinity

>>41325777
blacks == the dangerous situation

I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

>>41317495 (OP)
I picked up art to cope with the fact I'm unlovable and will always be evil.

>>41317495 (OP)
does anyone have the flowchart for the OP image? i cant find it anywhere

>>41326331
Cute Milk-chan

>>41326423
here's the original. >>41320851
i used this slightly altered version though:

>>41326464
ty anon i love this image

>>41325304
fake as shit to shit bbbbbbbb

>>41326331
post art to my feed sweet angle?

dubs and i kms the next week

dubs and i order estrogen next week

>>41327399
haha get feminized faggot

>>41327399
dubs and i do the same

>>41327399
ahaha just kidding.. unless..?

>>41327411
lmao
>>41327413
roll again

>>41327399
dubs and same
i'm posting this because i know i won't and i can keep repping

>>41327399
>>41327411
>>41327455
the gods are in a good mood i guess kek

rnjesus says take your meds <3

>>41327399
I guess you all three are graduating from repping, congratulations.

damn hrt really made me gay
https://m.youtube.com/shorts/DEuRyEt5DC4

Dubs and I do absolutely nothing, what are you fags drinking tonight? I already chugged a bottle of red wine.

>>41328125
Water.

What really makes me feel like shit is when someone weaponizes their gender out if nowhere and I just feel like: k but I never asked to be a man I hate being a man, I dont do this, I'm not part of the problem, why are you saying this

wait fuck i didn't expect to get dubs fuck

>>41328273
Congrats.

>>41328125
didnt plan for tonight's mental breakdown and all the liquor stores are closed so im just doing benzos

odds and i spend the last of my money on alcohol
evens and i spend the last of my money on diy

Would telling therapist about my struggles with gender dysphoria ruin therapy? I want to work normal people problems. This is difficult to deal with, but it's not an important part of my life and I dont want to focus on it or really think about it much at all. I dont want therapy to become all about this. At the same time it's difficult to deal with and it feels like therapy is at an impasse if I can't just share my feelings

>>41328505
there's a chance they'll just try to relate all your problems to it, so that's your choice I guess if you're ready to confront that possibly

>>41328505
depends on the therapist
if it's an old white guy with a beard you can probably just talk about it normally
if it's a young asian woman they'll probably try to convince you to transition

>>41328591
damn not really ready to confront that. I'll try and allude to it but try and stay away from it. But feel like eventually I need to just come out and say it
>>41328598
millennial white guy

>>41328616
could go either way, is he more into classical psychotherapy or modern cbt-type shit?

>>41328630
idk he does everything basically. I think hes more likely to convince me to transition than not

>>41328505
I see a therapist and the topic of my gender dysphoria eventually just ended in a dead end and we agreed to move on to other topics. Mine also tried to convince me to go see a trans support group but eventually backed down after I said NO one too many times. Besides coping techniques there really isn't a whole lot that can be done anyway. If you get a good therapist they won't try to convince you to troon out, and it really isn't their place to do so. They might have you explore the idea but really therapy is just there to help you cope with situations you want to deal with, not give you life advice for force you to do anything. If a therapist tries to force you to do something, tell them you aren't comfortable doing that, and if they keep insisting, then stop seeing them.

>>41328660
thanks anon. that helps

>>41327399
roll as well, might something change if i heard correctly from behind wall and it not being stim psychosis from alpha pvp and being on 2cb too. mom and sis talking about how i take drugs, all kinds of them and sister says how i read repgen on phone (she saw messages from vendor once, or more times that i am unaware of), and how i play girls and that it take drugs cause of tranny thoughts, saying something about shaving etc... mom saying something about turning into freak, sister that it would be better... lol prolly low key dwlirious had a fever two days ago with shakes and stuff) current financial situation makes it impossible but maybe i was hearing right if dubs? its been only since friday evening i had apvp and used at work 3mmc and 3cmc mostly...
>>41328125
alpha pvp, vendor has had no nep currently. shit happened and shaver got fubared except trimmer and out of cash cause family stuff again uggh... i hate stubble.

>>41326331
I've been using drawing cute girls as a cope for a while lol, this is a few years old

I need to molest a tired Japanese salary man on the train and give him my BWC

im not even human

>>41329402
der gooner

A lot of twinkhons look like Super 17

>>41327411
dubs again and i actually go through with it asap
no matter if im an agp freak thats gonna end up a gigahon, ill get on hrt till i die and never post here again

>>41331422
why are syncronicities like this

>>41331452
a powerful hon just died recently, releasing transition related spores into the holographic reality, inducing further transition, like a dandelion.

>>41331452
Someone wants you to be happy.

quads and i get srs

>>41320851

I love your work... can I have your discord? I'm also a teanny I'm just browsing here to meditate on the sadness expressed in these posts.

Before I knew about any of this I just felt depressed but ever since I learned about trans people I get jealous everytime I see cis women. I see pregnant women and feel jealous. Women getting married and feel jealous. I'm terminal at this point. Maybe I can live on the woods and be a recluse

>>41332555
Trips of truth, my life has gotten worse ever since I became fully self aware of my dysphoria.

>>41332555
before was dissociation, delusion, daydreaming, distraction, drugs, now delusion was replaced by distress and despair.
i want to belive sigh

gender dysphoria is not so bad if you dont think about it

>>41333163
Then the quiet moments come and it all crashes down on at once, like all your failures and unfulfilled dreams.

>>41317645
TRVKE

>>41323428
It's all about luck in terms of body development. No surgeries exist that could fix me.

>>41317495 (OP)
The world hates feminine people

>>41334141
The world doesn't hate feminine women tho

I basically look like this archetype. kinda decentish to average looking guy but that absolutely does not transition well. looked like a complete joke on hrt, so there's really no future for me transitioning.

>>41334688
Mogs me and would probably look completely fine with just a bit more muscle loss.

>>41334750
absolutely not. needs a new face

>>41334768
No she doesn't. A lot of you have a warped idea of what a woman's face looks like and seem to think everyone should look like the 1% Instagram doll types.

>>41334791
It's the weebery I think, they want to look like tiny asian girls and not a woman their own race and height.

>>41334814
>>41334791
>>41334768
>>41334750
BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

Mono rams his BWC into Kat's moist troon pussy (his male asshole)
"Oh god Nick I love pounding you I'm gonna cum my love"
Kat starts squirting and her pussy (his male asshole) is getting wet (he is shitting himself)

A moist sound. The poop particles fly out of Kat's "pussy" into the room.

Mono's and Kat's shit and ball sweat mix together in a beautiful union of lesbian love.

"I'M GONNA CUM NICKKKKK YOUR ASSHOLE FEELS SO GOOD"

They kiss and the night ends.
The poop particles from Kat's "pussy" (his male asshole) still softly lingering in the room and on Mono's cock.

bRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

Lesbian sex and love

>>41334791
i think it's the opposite, most troons have no idea how women actually look like and how most have really petite skulls and facial features (and bodies in general)

>>41334791
No I dont. You're faceblind. That browbone singlehandedly makes her not pass.

damn. thought I was in mtfg for a second.

>>41320709
Take your girl pills and live your wildest dreams :)

>>41334814
No, I just want to look like a normal cis woman and not some crossdressing freak.
>>41334833
The browbone could be fixed with type 3 forehead reduction, but the massive male skull and expanded facial planes are unfixable and way more of a death sentence for passing.

Repbros, someone just asked me for a headshot for a work thing. The problem is:
I'm fat.
I'm bald.
I'm hairy.
I'm ugly.
Predictably, I don't have headshots. Any advice on how to dodge this request?

>>41335144
You deserve your shot >bros

>>41335236
>>41335282
To bro or not to bro, what should I show?

>>41322988
Terfs have more influence on the LGBT than you think.

Im too ugly to transition. Whats the point?

>>41335817
Same desu

>>41335817
i'm not ugly but i have gorilla linebacker shoulders and a chad jawline

I don't think I can keep up the minimalist cope for much longer
I was using it to try and prevent myself from trooning out b/c can't dress like a pretty princess and still maintain a minimal wardrobe, can't buy pink things without having to dispose of perfectly functional black and blue items, can't fill up my medicine cabinet with HRT, etc but I don't know how sustainable this is in the long run
I think I made a massive mistake making it such a large part of my personality and intentionally depriving myself of material comforts to distract from the dysphoria, like I boxed myself into a corner. All my coworkers call me "Mr Minimal" and my family considers it my defining trait.
I feel like shit
I could have trooned out a decade ago and probably would have passed. Now I'm a fucking ogre.
I have been bawling my eyes out whenever I come home from work the past week
What can I do to fight this? I'm fucking struggling
>inb4 someone says to just jerk it
Doesn't work for me anymore unless I self-insert as the woman, I can't get it up otherwise, and even then it barely helps me get through the day

dedicate yourself to the pursuit of knowledge.

>>41335918

I feel for you. I've been where you are. I trooned at 30 and I lived with the regret. Perhaps things are not as bad as they seem? The crying is a sign from your inner repressed self "I'm here, I'm still alive, after all these years"

Only you can be there for you, 24/7 365 days of the year. Only you can make the choice to love yourself every day. The truth is that you might not always look how you want, but you can make the choice to show the world who you are.

>>41317495 (OP)
I fucking lvoe ket and lyrically chatedgbwn music

repping is so much easier when you're diapered 24/7

Post repfuel armageddons.
https://litter.catbox.moe/dryrmogk95siqbom.mov

the secret to repping is getting obsessed with ONE thing your whole life. the more specific, the better.
be it philosophy, mathematics, geopolitics, or building model kits of japanese mechas, having something mildly productive to look forward to besides compulsively checking your reflection helps. it's theurapeutic.
also, just stop caring.
i think most of you have felt the relief from this torment at some point. one day, you just stop giving a shit about how you look. you know you're a man, and you're fine with it. you just can't be bothered to feel anything.
odds are it didn't last very long.
try to think of that time and feel your emotions at that point, and try to return there. it helps when my mood is out of whack, it might work when the troon urges are horrific and cruel.
also, try thinking of your body as more of a tool, rather than the totality of "you". it's an instrument that can manipulate the enviroment around you and it houses your consciousness.
nothing more.
i think of my body like a character from a role playing game. not the build i wanted, but the stats are already written, so i gotta go with the flow and make something cool with what i have.
maybe this helps some of you
no idea how long this dgaf enlightened attitude will last, so might as well use it and post something mildly useful now lol

>>41335817
Same, had to resist the urge to scream after seeing myself in the mirror.

>>41336556
Tried this same method unintentionally and it actually works pretty well, at least it did for a good few years. Depression and anxiety were improving, didn't feel suicidal every day, dysphoria was still bad but more manageable. Made the mistake of researching HRT and trannies out of a nagging curiosity and it all went to shit. Feels like it's way harder to get back into that style of coping after opening the pandora's box that is self awareness, but I'll try.

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REPPERS time to roar today,
Go to your window and display
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The street scum, the leaves curled
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And scream as loud as you can so
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>>41326464
Wow. I was a little discouraged reading this image until I got to the “good ending” of natural death. Honestly, I'm definitely not going to become a sissy hon. I had my peak pleasure coming from agp and mef when I was a teenager. Although I still imagine myself as the women in the videos I watch, as I mentioned here. But I just can't engage in deeper fantasies because of my current physical appearance. I continue consuming things about transsexualism because my life is very empty and being in this niche has given it some meaning. But that didn't make my battle any harder, no. In fact, more and more trans people seem ridiculous to me when I observe their behaviors and intentions. This thing you called a "succubus" is real. But I learned to realize that I'm not her and that actually having these desires with the body I have is quite ridiculous and inappropriate (something I didn't feel before, I never repressed it for moral reasons). I just wonder where she will go, because I won't have children.

i love pokemon.

>>41326464
Wow. I was a little discouraged reading this image until I got to the “good ending” of natural death. Honestly, I'm definitely not going to become a sissy hon. I had my peak pleasure coming from agp and mef when I was a teenager. Although I still imagine myself as the women in the videos I watch, as I mentioned here >>41319791. But I just can't engage in deeper fantasies because of my current physical appearance. I continue consuming things about transsexualism because my life is very empty and being in this niche has given it some meaning. But that didn't make my battle any harder, no. In fact, more and more trans people seem ridiculous to me when I observe their behaviors and intentions. This thing you called a "succubus" is real. But I learned to realize that I'm not her and that actually having these desires with the body I have is quite ridiculous and inappropriate (something I didn't feel before, I never repressed it for moral reasons). I just wonder where she will go, because I won't have children.

i love pokemon.

Folks I'm thinking of moving back to my balkan country, I had years of possibility to transition but kept repressing. How do I handle knowing I'm committing to repressing my whole life because being visibly trans in a balkan country is suicide? Any tips on repressing?

Also I've been thinking, is my dysphoria just..fake, maybe I'm just scared of aging, not being desirable. All men want to be smooth, cute, young looking, long hair and a little fem right???

Right?

Idk, I just wish I was a man's man, knew how to do anything with my hands or had any desirable skills, but I literally don't.

At 25 my life seems over, like the trajectory is just down from now on.

I kept blaming my dysphoria for preventing me from ever doing anything but now I think it's just your standard anxiety mixed with fear of failure and looking dumb

>>41337326
You are fucking retarded. Sleep it off or something.

>>41335447
I just hate this words bro bruh brotha etc

>>41336556
>try thinking of your body as more of a tool

Tool for bigger stronger mans to degrade me every possible moment
Not working for me

I'm just gonna stop eating and hopefully this makes me look like a woman this time around.

i want to troon even though i don't wanna be a woman for any reason
i'd probably hate being weaker, having different social expectations of me, be expected to have absurd levels of self-care just to look normal and being much more likely to become an easy target for any kind of physical violence
everyone here talks as if being a woman will fix all of your problems when i'm pretty sure it will just create more of them
but i still want to troon
what is wrong with me

>>41318112
I rmrbr 3 days ago when I made this post I fucking love ket and by the way YWNBAW

What is repgen playan?

>>41339292
I was playing Farcry Primal but find it kind of terrible. I lost my rare pet thanks to bad scripting so I dropped it. Novel premise but it's just clunky melee and running around looking for glowing resources to gather. What a waste

>>41338763
mental illness

>>41317495 (OP)
letting my eating disorder get worse has really helped tbdesu, feel less bad about my body and gives me something else to concentrate on. makes my huge ass ribcage more obvious which sucks

>>41339292
I just beat Silksong and probably won't be playing games again for a while.

>>41339292
Five ordeals lol. A game BVILT for severely autistic reppers like me, I recommend it heavily

Trooning makes sense for short males not tall mods like me

>>41317495 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>41340755
I just measured my bust today and it was like 36 inches, my underbust is only 30. I've got a giant freak barrel chest and it's ogre for me.

>>41340755
I did
I didn't pass
I wasn't comfortable
I lost all my friends
I regret developing breasts

>>41339292
I don't play video games anymore, I'll get like 5 minutes in or reach the first obstacle and loose all motivation and give up.

>>41340755
Tried that, all it did was give me conetits and paler skin. Besides that I looked and felt exactly the same.
>>41340835
mogs me

>>41340940
>mogs me
All my measurements are within or one standard deviation away from bulky cis women my height but the way it all comes together I still look horrible, and I don't know why.

I thought I was like this but I got a girlfriend (trans) and I am unironically wholeheartedly cured. I was a porn addict lol. Its never over bros

>>41340991
A single or even a few measurements is never enough to tell if you'll pass. Like you said, it's about how they all combine to form the big picture. A lot of my measurements aren't too bad purely from a numbers standpoint. But in real life I look obviously male. I've never seen a woman who has the same height and body type as me (because I'm a man).

>>41340940
>filename
post lainrep1 pls i love these

>>41341025
a tranny gf made my dysphoria worse

>>41341128
here you go anon

>>41341163
>You were meant to be
nah

>>41340940
>>41341163
based lain DESTROYS transgender groomers!

>>41339292
old school inescapable. it soothes my autism

>>41341339
>inescapable
fitting typo tbhon

>>41340531
Yeah, I'm 6ft and I've basically never met a woman as tall

i can't stand being a submissive male repper

>>41340531
It makes MORE sense, sure, but not enough to warrant trooning out. Think of some super short men and try imagining if they could pass simply due to their height; something tells me Danny DeVito isn't gonna make the cut. Short men still have male bones.

>>41341859
same but i can't stand being a diaper repper ON TOP of being submissive

>>41338763
this. I feel I don't even deserve to call myself a repper because I feel like I don't rep actual gender dysphoria but just some weird urge to troon despite not wanting to be a woman

>>41342167
dude wtf

>>41342167
damn i guess it's true there's always someone worse off than you are

>>41336556
based distraction and disassociation maxxer. Add escapism to the mix and you basically have the repression trinity.

My tip is, the more of a total commitment your obsession requires from you, the better the result. Like having a wife, or following a religion. Of course, there's the natural risk that if your obsession breaks >>41336897 like here, then you just end up crashing and feeling worse, and the greater of an obsession you picked up, will just cause a greater crash if you can't ride it out to the grave.

>>41337326
Most people live most of their lives in a state of harboring a small misery that slowly eats away a part of their soul until it dies and is forgotten to them. This is what life is for most people. It's why everyone turns dull, unimaginative, and passively cruel as they age.
How many people wanted to see the world but never left their hometown? How many wanted to become a scientist that invents something genuinely new only to end up working at a grocery store?

The flavor of life is the bitterness of giving up your reason to live but continuing anyways because you have to. Cursing at the shoes you put on in the cold morning because you sleepily, brutishly shoved your foot in wrong. Getting a grease stain on your shirt at lunch and wondering if it's more embarrassing to wear it around, or to be embarrassed in the first place about it, as you make 0 changes because of it aside from the rock-in-your-shoe conundrum you carry with you all day.
That's what life is. Nothing more.

The best thing you can enjoy in life is a community of friends in a nice environment to drink your life away together with.

>>41336052
Kind words but my life has been a slow roll downhill an eventually I'm going to hit rock bottom
I don't know how close I am to that point or what I'll do then and I'm scared and I'm depressed
But at this point there's nothing left worth loving

I'm way too depressed to even fap to agp stuff anymore

So went to get prescribed an ssri, I knew they were an NP, but I thought it would be alright, but idk they didn't seem very qualified for their job. I should have just went back to my GP. She was good. I just felt weird and ashamed that I detrooned and felt like I was failing her. Oh well I mean I got a reasonable med, even though I didnt really have a choice. the NP seemed attached to sertraline because they take it. But that's a reasonable starting ssri even though it has the highest sexual side effects and I also have bulimia so fluoxetine would probably have been better, but whatever. Pretty sure the dosing is fucked though. The pharmacist sent me a question to ask if I really planned on taking 100mg. After just a tiny but of researching I think my dosing schedule is kinda fucked up but dont know for sure. And also prescribed too high a dose for just starting an ssri. probably have started on 25 or 50mg.

Actually 100 seems reasonable nvm just the schedule seems weird.

never trooning because I'll never be half as pretty or cute as her

Never trooning because I'd rather be invisible and unloved than a laughing stock who's despised.

Never trooning because I won't pass as an ugly woman even if that much was acceptable now.

>>41327399
J.K. Rolling if I should troon out.

I WISH I WERE A WOMAN
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i dont know why i keep on living i know that i will never pass im not human make it stop

i'm 24 and ready to blow my brains out with a gun

>another day waking up as a man instead of a cute transbian
it's so tiresome

I am a youngshit passoid
Does anyone feel like torturing themselves to answer a few questions of mine, I’m trying to learn more about my biological father

>>41347613
sure.

>>41347613
of course

>>41347621
>>41347663
Okay if either of you are bald, I remember I literally freaked the fuck out when I started going bald. Being terrified of going bald was actually what made me learn about HRT and how it worked (my father raised me to believe trans women were just cross dressers) and I almost immediately started transition when I knew.
Do any of you feel more like you just want to be young forever? If your option was to be an eternally youthful boy who could cross dress and pass but still had his penis at full functionality, would you choose that? Because I wouldn’t. I’ve literally hated everything about my male body since as long as I can remember dick included, I seriously believe at one point I told my parents I wanted to be a girl, but they both deny, deny, deny. But anyway, accepting that I was gonna age one way or another was not a difficult hurdle to get over for me.

>>41347613
fuck it, sure ask away

>>41347728
how are you a youngshit if you started going bald? and no i relate i wouldnt want to be a boy just a normal woman whos my age but i dont represent most reppers probably
also what does any of this have to do with your dad?

>>41347728
Question number 2: were any else of you just kind of bothered by sissy/femboy/futa porn? I remember that shit never turned me on. I am a pervert and have a lot of fetishes, and I am bisexual, but actually genderbending stuff always made me uncomfortable. I wanted a female body. I’m into pretty much all BDSM practices to some extent, I’m into exhibitionism and bodily fluids and stuff and a lot of other things, but the one thing that always bothered me was genderbending stuff. It would kill my boner and just make me sad.

>>41347755
I’m trying to understand him, he’s also bisexual and molested me when I was little. He was a psychologist but he never taught me about transsexuals except shit like buffalo bill and ed gein you know.

>>41347775
i was (and still am) disgusted by any sexual thing so im not into anything. reminds me im male

>>41347728
I don't care about my genitalia that much. Sometimes I'll be miserable about it but mostly I would lean towards fetishism.
Everything else bothers me consistently.
I hate my height. I hate my shoulders. I hate my skull size. I hate my pores. I hate my ribcage. I hate my voice. I hate my hairline. I hate my nose. I hate my feet. I hate my hip dips. I hate my suborbitals. I hate my brow ridge. I hate my shallow cheekbones. I hate my neck. etc

>>41347787
How is asking a bunch of neverpassers strangely specific questions supposed to help you understand your rapist dad better?

>>41347755
Oh and I guess I would say if you don’t consider 20 youngshit. Up until then I could pass if I cross dressed. But I gave myself a buzz cut and saw what I thought were the slightest signs of my hair thinning, lost my shit and coincidentally Caitlyn Jenner was in the news a few months later and the /lgbt/ board had recently opened up.

>>41347775
Never watched or looked at that stuff, I just remember thinking it was cringe when I first heard about it.

>>41347803
Because all signs indicate he’s a repper. He’s a psychologist who would teach my sister and I about serial killers and mental disorders and all stuff like that, but he never ever brought up trans sexuality. He just avoided the topic.

>>41347792
What bothers you about your pores? Do you hate the way your skin feels on your body? Would you take hormones just to have the soft skin of a woman?

>>41347792
So having a penis and balls does not bother you in any way? But sex disgusts you. So it must, no? Or are you just disgusted by sex itself? Why do you hate being male, exactly? Or having male features?

>>41347830
hrt does change your skin tbhon but it won't change your pores

>>41347868
But would you? Would you take HRT just for the soft skin of a woman, even if it meant manmoding forever? When I first started transition I wasnt sure if I would end up with a feminine body and came to grips with that possibility (and still enthusiastically chose to take HRT)

>>41347814
Do you look at any porn?

>>41347728
>Do any of you feel more like you just want to be young forever? If your option was to be an eternally youthful boy who could cross dress and pass but still had his penis at full functionality, would you choose that?
i mean it's better than your normal male aging, but that's not saying a lot. i don't wanna be a boy, though. i want this shit to go away from my brain or become a woman, no other options would be optimal.

>>41347775
>were any else of you just kind of bothered by sissy/femboy/futa porn? I remember that shit never turned me on.
yeah, anything too "graphic" is just not my thing, as weird as that sounds.

>but actually genderbending stuff always made me uncomfortable
the above fetishes are anything but genderbending lol
i loved reading gb manga, but nowadays i can't be bothered to read much of it (90% of them are pretty much the same thing with a new coat of paint).
inside mari is peak fiction btw

you didn't ask this directly, but i feel like that's where you're getting at so
yeah, i like agp shit (the more normal kind, not sissy shit). yes, i hate myself for it.

Everything’s all coming back to me at once

>>41347728
I'd take being an eternally youthful twink over being a post twinkdeath man, but I'd still rather be a cis woman than be any kind of male.
>>41347888
Yeah like once every 1-2 weeks.

>>41347912
Can you answer this question?
>>41347882

>>41347808
hahahahahah i wish i could pass its so over its so over i started before you but i will never pass what did i do

>>41347940
>>41347882
>Would you take HRT just for the soft skin of a woman, even if it meant manmoding forever?
the reason i haven't started already is because of family issues and the dim hope i can still "get over it", in some way. it would probably make things easier for sure, but it's an inbetween path that doesn't get me anywhere i actually want to go.
i won't be a full man because i'll be literally taking estrogen.
i won't be a full woman because i'll never have the chance to actually look the part.
i feel like i need to pick one or the other. i need to either become a passoid or accept my male body.

>>41347936
What exactly bothers you about being male? Do you feel as though males are ontologically ugly? I don’t think I’ve ever felt that way, I just felt like I was bad at being one (because I hated it) I still wanted to fuck women though, so I was a sort of incel.

>>41348012
>but it's an inbetween path that doesn't get me anywhere i actually want to go.
Okay I was actually going to take this path until my hair grew back out and I realized I could actually pass.
Do any of you relate to this level of suicidality? I was literally gonna find a way to live as a eunuch. Anything for the skin of a woman. I’m serious. When my skin first started getting softer from HRT, i just felt better like so immediately better, it was like I took an aspirin, I didn’t give a fuck that I didn’t pass yet I just felt free.

I transitioned when I sprouted a single additional facial hair after half a decade since puberty and having only a few upper lip hairs
Spooked me good
I'm detrans now though with a full beard

>>41348016
Couldn't tell you honestly. I don't think men are all ugly or whatever. It's just whenever I'd look in the mirror and see my masculine traits and male body, saw myself get taller, hear my horrid autismo voice, I feel a visceral dread and panic or just dissociated to where I can't recognize myself. That's the best I can describe it.

>>41348158
Are you scared of becoming your father?

i feel like shit the pain never ends

>>41348188
Taking dutasteride so at least I won't go bald like him.

Its ok for other guys to look masculine but not me

>>41348340
Why? Why are all men so afraid of becoming bald? A woman not being attracted to normal male aging is a red flag

>>41344141
i was on fluoxetine for a while and it used to make me sweat like crazy. i'd be lying still in bed and somehow dripping with sweat. now i'm on venlafxine which seems to work pretty well for me. anyway good luck anon

>>41346085
it's "i wish i was a woman"

>>41348107
Please tell
Why you transition?
Why you detrans?
How big and tall are you?

me wished i wased a women

mi tink mi should be a bloodclart woman

>>41349317
>Why you transition?
The dysphoria was too much to bear and encountering a trans woman irl helped me learn about hrt and such
>Why you detrans?
I didn't pass and started to self harm because it was too overwhelming. I'm too old to entertain that kind of stuff now.
>How big and tall are you?
I'm a big lad, 6ft and burly. Aka it's over.

>>41348067
Isn't there something about estrogen literally changing your brain chemistry or something. It sounds so scary, I'm worried I'll start taking it "feel good" but it's just estrogen doing the work.

Everyone probably feels good on estrogen

>>41338244
I wish I could, these thoughts have been with me for years, since I was around 15-16

>>41317495 (OP)
>qott
8mg EEn/7 days

Beats ragerepping.

>>41317503
Good girl.

>tfw I'm not a good girl, I'm posting on /tttt/ again

>>41349556
>I'm worried I'll start taking it "feel good" but it's just estrogen doing the work.
Hey here's the big secret, when you feel good in general it's just serotonin and/or dopamine doing the work.

>>41343221
I don't really have any friends to drink with. Most I do have are online. I never felt like I belonged anywhere though. I start feeling like I'm faking it and then isolate myself.

So are you saying the small misery I have is this feeling of "damn I wish I looked like a cis woman".

But also why am I already so dull, so empty feeling, always tired, uninteresting, I literally don't speak because I don't think I genuinely have something to contribute

I shouldn't be this fucking bitter at 25, right?

>>41317645
Ah yes, the Russian strategy to life.

>>41317726
It's hard to get the energybsometimes, but shaving it will make you feel infinitely better. Also, consider laser.

You can rep and not double torture yourself..If ypu're gonna rep, don't ragerep like I dd.

>>41318112
>pills
You mean vial of DIY. I recommend Open Gate Labs and EEn - if they haven't been looted yet due to Trump's shittery. Least shitty supplier, all the others ghosted me.

>>41318585
Shockingly, mental effects weren't honscience for me. I'm legitimately happier.

>>41318830
Using random page on Wikipedia and rolling the transgender mtf wiki page was what got me. Had to be the unluckiest egg crack. No wonder I went mad. Not even kidding.

It's a cognitohazard you only get got by if you're already a woman, tho.. before I was aware as a kid I was just as misersble.

>>41319063
We ALL need cuddles.

>>41320851
Nice meme lore. I am the succy now yet I'm still basically prison ace and not hypersexual at all. Huh.

>>41349556
I sure feel good on it. Inject EEn already and be happier.

>>41349572
You'll crack soon.

>>41346085
Become a were-woman already. You already are a woman, silly.

>>41348453
How is this even a question lol, bald men almost always look like shit. Besides that, it's pretty obvious why a repping troon wouldn't want to go bald. There's no way this self proclaimed "youngshit passoid" isn't just ChatGPT.

>>41349734
>You'll crack soon.
Anon could be strong like me and make it to their mid 30's and still be repping instead. Honestly I feel like having a strong ability to endure suffering is actually a curse, it kept me going until I became old and ugly whereas someone weak would've transitioned over a decade ago and be far happier than me.

>>41349822
troon thoughts reward the lucky and the weak. the quicker you give in, the better off you are. it's the opposite of pretty much any other struggle in this world.

>>41349866
I still remember the confidence I had when I was 15 (when I first learned that it was possible to transition, not when I first got troon thoughts that was way earlier) and thought "Nah I'm not crazy like those trannies, boys can't be girls and I'll never give in." Man I was a fucking retard holy shit, who cares about strict biology autism when I could've lived as myself and not a husk?

>>41349556
if going from e to no e made you depressed wouldn't trans men just not exist?
>>41347728
it's interesting, I starting balding in my mid 20s and let my hairline recede pretty badly, I didn't care because I'd gotten so used to not giving a shit about myself/my appearance. I think I'm mostly fine with aging, have started getting grey hairs pretty early and those haven't bothered me. on the other hand I realized my knuckles are getting hairy the other day and that was not fun. idc about if my dick works or not
>>41347775
I was into it when I was dissociating way harder, nowadays find it gross.
>>41347882
if the only side effect was softer skin sure, but it would also manifest in other ways and imo manmoding forever feels like a more miserable way to split yourself. I'm at a point where it's just picking from bad options and from my vantage point being some degree of uncomfortable with my body forever is more appealing than solidifying a split between how I see myself / how everyone else does and having to manage that. this way at least there's a chance I go back into perma disso mode when the news stops bring trans people up all of the time
>>41349734
appreciate you answering everyone in the thread

dubs and i pray to satan to make me a woman

If I was actually trans I’d have signs and feel better on hrt and be alive 2 years hrt repping

tfw no force feminizing gf

>>41349965
lets try again
dubs and i pray to jesus to make me a woman

>>41349991
damn the gods dgaf

I’m hrt repping because I’m faketrans and non woman

>>41349543
>The dysphoria was too much to bear

You just want to be woman or what? When did it start? How? Are you top or bottom?

>6ft

I'm 5.8 dude wtf?
You being so big and have dysphoria really makes me think
And you don't really repper actually cuz you know transition people don't take E in threads like this usually
Why just don't be a hon? Actually how old are you?

>>41349974
My biggest fetish growing up alongside furries and transformation/gender bend
Idk when feminization replaced the others I guess as I got older slowly.

>>41350101
You are manmoder or whatever
Fucking nubs remainder
All THIS THREADS SUPPOSE TO BE FOR PEOPLE WHO NEVER EVER TAKE ESTROGEN
Isn't it???

>>41350166
Im ok with detroons being here

>>41350129
Obviously? I want to be a woman not a hon, though. Being a hon is just a disgusting situation. Despite trying everyone genders you male and you're a total pariah.
I started at 24, stopped at 29, and I'm 32 now.
I've always topped but I have internalised homophobia about bottoming too so I'm probably verse.
I've been off hrt for years so I'm a repper through and through.

Is it weird that I like getting attention from pinkpillers? It makes me feel hopeful for a minute before I end up not doing anything again.

>>41350253
it's a dangerous game but not weird

>>41350190
>internalised homophobia about bottoming
>6ft

Sounds like really scary bitter creature

>>41350183
>>41350253
You guys kiss each other now

>>41350299
If I kissed someone right now I'd probably start crying because of barely constrained emotions desu.

>>41350299
I'm not homophobic to others, I just couldn't handle the shame of being in that situation as a hulking 6ft man. Idk it makes me uncomfortable and aware of how ugly I am. I've declined every opportunity to thinking of how I'd look to the top.

>>41350328
Would you kiss pinkpiller and cry?

>>41350337
Yeah sounds pretty unwell?
Bottoming isn't ok but feminisation and taking E isn't so humiliationg well okay

what are the "over" measurements?
like i know being taller than 6'0 basically makes you super clocky (even tall cis women get asked if they're trannies) and having a bideltoid larger than 17 inches is really bad, but what else?

>>41350367
Yes but honestly if I met a pinkpiller in real life I'd probably start trauma dumping and scare them away and cry even harder.

Hey, german tranny in greece, can i have your discord? >>41231608

>>41350405
>feminisation and taking E isn't so humiliationg
No, it is hence detrans

babydollanon can i have your discord?
mine is BBC_sissyqueenie if you'd rather add me
t.chaser

>>41350423
Agreed

>>41350410
More like anything over 5'9 realistically unless you otherwise pass perfectly, underbust over 30in, a male sized skull, and a midface ratio under 0.9.

>>41350190
>>41350452
Yeah it's hard for me to understand you guys

>>41350423
If a pinkpiller met me in real life, they'd detroon.

just be a hon bro you'll be happier living as your true self

the best thing about being a hrt repper is gooning to your feminine hrt induced body
I only masturbate by caressing my breasts now
https://files.catbox.moe/uet9gz.jpg

>>41350611
such a cute sissy uwu

>>41350502
trvke. i knew it was over for me from the start, but actually seeing it is extremely depressing.
>6'0 tall
>17.5in bideltoid
>33in underbust
>12.5in hip width

i feel like a ghost who finally accepted his death. at least i can move on now.

Anyone else try to take comfort in the superiority of men? Like, if I’m gonna hate myself, I may as well enjoy the comforts offered to me via the patriarchy while I’m at it?

>>41350166
>Isn't it???
no. this is repgen not never-take-estrogen-gen
hrt repiing is working pretty well for me. i've not really been tempted to transition at all while on estrogen

>>41350706
>at least i can move on now.
You really think that?

>>41350716
instead of that I bitterly imagine an oppressive matriarchy I'm excluded from and directly harmed by

>>41350611
Jesus Christ those boobs are disgusting, I don't wanna transition just to get this. How do you avoid this

I wish I had a fat pussy but also that I had a hung trans gf who uses it

>>41350774
it's completely random, you can't avoid it beyond breast augmentation

I kind of miss early 2010s trans culture where there was more mystique and gravitas and self exploration to see if you were trans or not. It was overly dramatic but felt more intimate. Now 99.9% of cases are just "take HRT ASAP unless you're too tall or broad in which case reconsider your life choices"
Not that literally any of this matters since I'm an agp fakerepper

>>41350798
>take HRT ASAP unless you're too tall or broad in which case reconsider your life choices
not even that anymore. if you say you considered hrt before or wanted to take it, trannies will swarm you and tell you you MUST take HRT NOW, regardless of measurements.
You could be 6'7, have a 20in bideltoid, 40in underbust, 10in hip width and troons would still tell you to take your pills.
it's such bullshit it pisses me off
it's almost like they want more hons.

>>41350846
yeah, and if you question them it's existential hostility. I'd encourage any hon, go for it if it makes you feel better, but that's not for me but they'll hate you for that

>>41350882
makes sense since their entire worldview is based on everyone being able to pass no matter what so if they ever let go of this believe they will spiral down since they were actually hons this entire time

>>41350757
How could that possibly be enjoyable to think of? That would only exacerbate it?

>>41351015
>Instead of that

>>41317495 (OP)
Transitioning requires more willpower than does not transitioning. In order not to transition, you have simply not to do anything. Transitioning requires, at minimum, making an appointment or ordering HRT online and then repeatedly taking HRT for months or years. (That does take some willpower, even just a little bit. I’m not trans myself, but I’ve heard of girls forgetting to take their injections, even after years on ’em. I forget to take my Vyvanse sometimes.) Not transitioning is the path of least resistance.

>>41350716
I kinda dislike men in general as people but I often wonder how much of that is legitimate and how much of that is born of disliking being male.

>>41351039
Finally, a self-aware trans woman.

>>41351039
Misandry is pretty valid icl.

>>41350716
Men are disadvantaged. Higher unemployment, lower university engagement, male loneliness epidemic, lower lifespan, higher rates of suicide, etc
The best you can hope for is being a mechanic or engineer where sexism suggests lower competencies in women. Anything else and everyone will just think "it'd be nicer if I was dealing with a hot woman instead"

>>41351108
men are systematically oppressed for having the bodies of savages compared to the actual human being bodies of women.

>>41351180
TRVKE

>>41351108
Technically, all that (besides unemployment) are still actually problems that stem from patriarchal beliefs most cultures were based on. Any actual feminist (as in someone who’s actually well read on theory, not liberals or Twitter sjws) will tell you that men suffer under the current culture system as well.
But, I’m talking less about actual systemic discrimination and more about seeing misogyny and think “hey at least that’s not me. I’m just a dude. Being a dude is dope because I don’t have to go through that.” Whether cultural misogyny or misandrist is actually worse is irrelevant to me in that moment.

wtf are men's role in society anymore

passing block theory
to pass, you need 3 slots to be full, which can be filled by the 3 different types of blocks:
>hrt working block
>effort block
>genetics block

the catch is that you can only have one of each, with the exception of the genetics block.
if hrt actually does something besides giving you conetits, you have the first slot done.
if you actually put effort into your transition besides hoping hrt turns you into a woman overnight (gym, surgeries, fashion, self care), you have the second slot done.
the third one is the cruel block. some people have 2 blocks to use, so just being on hrt might be enough for them to pass. some people, however, have none, and no matter how hard they try, they will never have the 3 slots full.

>>41351593
die for israel
slave labour for girlbosses

>>41351593
All men need to stripped of rights. Their only use should be to harvested for sperm. Women are the superior beings. May we all ascend to womanhood post death.

>>41351593
>pic
yeah i'm agamp alright

>>41351710
it's a cope

>>41351729
how so?

>>41351743
you can never be a cis woman so you cope by fetishizing being a mtf

>>41351743
NTA but literally everything in life is a dope to some degree

>>41351039
>>41351065
I feel bad for some men, but even then those ones tend to just embrace the self hatred anyways.

>>41351777
being a cis woman or a perfectly passing dickgirl with a working dick both seem good to me
>>41351823
trve

>take hrt
>don't even get nice fat tits
fucking men can't have anything

>>41351593
women: gender roles are retarded, do whatever you want
men: m-muh role in society...... T_T

>>41352029
That's why being trans or gay now is all about enforcing roles.

>>41352029
Most people don't buy into the "gender roles are stupid" thing and depending on how biological they are they may never really go away either.