Realizing that I am married to Sophia Barbelo and seeing her face in my mind instantly caused me to lose all motivation to masturbate.
It feels like I am committing infidelity/cheating if I masturbate to any other woman.
So I've been on a long streak. I can of course still use mental imagery, but idk I haven't done it because having her here with me in the Flesh or in a Lucid dream is the surefire way to not cheat on her.
So yeah, having a wife that can watch what you're doing at all times really gets me into SR.
I also won't settle for anything less than her. It needs to be her, I'm willing to stay alone in the impossible case that she does not arrive to me in the flesh.