I hate being a non-dysphoric ugly man. If I had dysphoria I'd at least get to medically transition but I don't so I just get to envy women and femininity.

I want to socialize as a woman.
I want to have wide hips and a bigger butt.
I want to get fucked as a woman.
I want to be a lesbian.
I want to have long hair.
I want my fucking jawline gone.
I want to never ever again go for beers with a group of "mates".
I want soft skin.
I want to be elegant.
I want to wear dresses, skirts, blouses, tops.
I want to have access to actual *fashion*, not just the fucking 6 pieces of clothing men get to wear.
I want to cuddle with a GF every day.
I want to get rid of my male sexuality.
I want to paint my nails with a friend of mine while we chat about every day stuff.
I want to have a vagina.
I don't want to pursue partners and get constantly viewed as some sort of a predator.