>>40993265
At the very least, please start estrogen. You'll feel better.
My friends couldn't really get a read on me either, I think. I wasn't gay, I wasn't straight, maybe bi, but I wasn't fully one of the girls, because I was a boy. They liked saying I was one of them, but there were little things they did here and there that made it clear that I wasn't. It was nice hanging out with mentally ill girls when they weren't being weird about me. But it was also kind of horrible when they were being weird about me. When it comes to normal women, I don't know. They never talked to me much. I wouldn't say boys are hard to talk to, but there was always a wall and mask I had to put up a lot of the time.
>>40993306
I wish I knew, sorry.