After about 8-10 hours of making my dating profiles I am at the following:
>Tinder
0 matches, 2 likes. Both are obese whales even after boosting for 30 min. Swiped through every profile in my area
>Hinge
0 matches, 0 likes. Used all my likes for the day
>Christian dating app
0 matches, 5 likes. Some of them are definitely obese whales based on the blurry profile pics.
>Gamer dating app
1 match, 1 like. The like is some black girl and im only into white women. The match looks like a qt based on her one pic, but also mentions she is curvy. We’ll see how that shakes out.


Thinking of trying Bumble, Duet, and another app out tomorrow. There are definitely beautiful girls on these apps but lots of people that I just left swipe out due to my standards. What prompted me to get on dating apps was seeing this very beautiful girl at a community event on Sunday. She is no super model 10/10 for some but she was just very cute in my eyes and i think she was looking back at me most of the times i tried to gaze upon her beauty. I would love to get to know her more and in a better life care for her, protect her, cherish her…

Without the autism within me I would’ve asked her out there, and if I ever see her again I will gather the courage from GOD himself to approach her and ask her out.


Alas, I’ve yet to see her on any app. She could be married or dating for all I know, she didn’t have a ring thoughever. To think, born under different circumstances this game wouldn’t even be played and we would simply live happily ever after