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So it seems. The harder I true to do the right things while believing the best I could (was ready to die for it if I had to), the harder I got fucked with by the higher power. Seemed to try to make it clear that I was hated before I was born and there's nothing I could do but be an abused pet.
Why would someone good have such spitefulness and hate for something they created "wrong" that's trying to do it's best?
Guess I'm just le crazy.