>>518751029
you're depressed living in a sick mentally ill society that gives you 0 fulfillment. Apparently from your other posts here you're crippled as well? You're in deep shit but frying your brain on medication that has already been proven total bullshit will not help you (main study used to justify it referenced by all future studies was literally found and proven to be fraudulent)

You need to seek inner peace, not an artificially medicated brain state. Smoke some weed if you find life unbearable and choose to go the substance route. Spend time in nature in a natural environment, collect disability and start pursuing some kind of intellectual interest. Don't listen to doctors about your mental well being, they have absolutely no clue about this, and if by some miracle you find a good doctor, they would not prescribe this trash to you.