>quite a few family issues have sprung up, especially around a recent death
>have a job that contributes to the destruction of an industry i spent a decade working in to because i loved the artform so much
>cant get another job, none are available and my job will be replaced by jeets or ai soon
>stuck where i live because things are too expensive
>been smoking weed too much to cope with how depressing the outside world feels
My light is still on inside, and I my investing has made solid gains which makes me pretty stable which is great, especially given how fucked things are financially these days. I just feel exhausted and disconnected from everything with no incentive or drive to kick myself into gear again.