>had a shitty job before this one
>get fired
>learn programming on my own
>get into frontend web dev because it was the easiest field to get without degree or experience and I always liked computers
>fast forward 6 years
>dread frontend web dev, hate designers with passion and motivation is 0 (ZERO)
>even started loathing computers
What am I supposed to do? I'm pretty sure my manager, as retarded as he is, is going to realize I'm doing jack shit sooner or later

>started screaming last night on my sleep and freaked out my brother
It's official lads, I'm losing it.