I started wagecucking at a good job early in life and lent money to quite a few friends when they asked for it
They never returned the money several years later and I am too much of a pussy to ask them anyway
The money isnt the issue though. They are all happily married early and moved on with their lives while I am still single and spiralling downwards steadily with not much hope of coming back. I feel a sense of bitterness that my life didnt turn out well even though I helped a lot of people. I feel sense of betrayal ( not sure against who, maybe the world ). Wish I could stop thinking this way
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I am applying for the Diamonitirion now fren. I didn't know there's such a long waiting list, but its ok, its even better to visit in the autumn, when there will be fewer people around.