>>103858950
Maybe throwing you a bone here will morivate you to stop wasting your life, OP.
Yes, saying that she would watch Gigi's concert and cheer for her and then streaming instead is, on the surface, kinda shitty.
Here's the thing, though. You don't know her. You don't know any of them. Being this invested in trashing one vtuber for years on end is not healthy. If's indicative of having serious unresolved psychological issues. You need to get professional help.