I genuinely do not think good women exist. If they do, they sure do make themselves invisible

I am still a khhv at 28, in less than 2 years I will be 30 and no woman will ever want me. I am not going to betabux for some 30 year old who wants to settle down after never ever having a gf in my entire life. I have tried dating apps but they don't work if you are not very attractive and a autistic nerd. I also tried do date women from here but they all ghosted me even one told me she loves me and still ghosted me. I simply want one real chance why is that so impossible. I never even had a date or anything like that. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want pic related nothing more.

I just wanted to be loved and love back but no girl wants me and my love and simply ghosts me.