In my time, I find the role of the jew/ "ghost in the system" to be the most fulfilling.
>never directly in harms way
>amass wealth, power, etc. through indirect and discrete means
>avoid the responsibility and politics of a hero
If there is a way to avoid getting involved in all the bad shit you have to do to get to this point, it'd be a no-brainer. I don't want to subvert whole nations, organize a secret society, discretely eliminate or demoralize enemies and potential threats to my system. The weight and burden one must go through to become a ghost in the system is too much for someone like me to handle. Yet, I refuse to put myself on the frontlines or as a public image. A curious dilemma.