>>11396455
the act of submission is exciting, the physical sensations themselves when getting fucked by an actual person are not better than what you get with just yourself, and i would say that my fuck machine actually feels better, although a flesh dick does glide a bit better than a silicone one does
but being held down, having his weight on you, being completely at his mercy, giving yourself over to his pleasure, being spanked, kissed, bitten, choked (choked hard fuck yeah) and feeling his breath, his warmth, his sweat, his hands, his stubble, all of that other stuff that isn't strictly related to his dick going in your ass, but is all just part of being fucked
that's the good shit, god damn there is literally LITERALLY nothing better than it
that said, i've only ever had one top who i would say was actually good, i still fantasize about being fucked by him years later, but it turns out that most guys are just fucking lame in the sack, which honestly put me off sex with men in general, i think if other guys had fucked me as good as he fucked me, there's a chance i'd be actually out and gay despite not thinking of myself as gay, but if the shoe fits then what are you going to do, you dont choose what gets you off
anyway for now at least i prefer my dildos, my fuck machine, and fucking my gf