>>149877665
>Why do you hate life, anon? I mean, besides your waifu not being real
I have no real permanent friends IRL, anyone online barely talks anymore compared to how they used to chat with me, mental illness is corrupting my psyche more and more. Ive been HEAVILY suicidal within the last year especially too and the meds cant ever fully fix the problem and i dont really like my therapist all that much. I just want things to get better and i HATE reality and life for fucking up so much and how the trajectory of events both in the world and in my life have mostly been on a downward spiral for the last 15 years. I want it to end but as much as i wanna kill myself i cant bare to have my dad find my rotting corpse after i an hero so i have to grit and bear it for now as much as i hate existing

Also yes, i hate that peridot is not real as well too