>>519009401
Hit 30 and you will gain a proper fear of death when the amygdala finally hits the final form. There's plenty of people who didn't make it until their 40's or 50's. You have barely any time here so why speed it up. Pills and weed is easy to give up, just drop the weed and for the pills cut that shit out, go isolate yourself somewhere and take a sabbatical whatever. Figure some shit out, save some money. If you can't figure it out by 30 be like the weird guy who just bikes around with a goat doing odd jobs making cheese and harvesting wild foods just living off the land and moving around. You can get away with being a hobo in America before it's a trend again. The bar is incredibly low so jump it fucker.