>>40707043
>Seeing a cute girl in the mirror makes life worth living sometimes
You get it! You really do! I'm glad I'm not alone in this feeling. I actually like Patchouli in particular so much that I took her name as my own when I changed my legal name, as a matter of fact. And I'm quite proud of that, even if it's silly, or people think it's a dumb name. It's mine, and I love it, and I love her too.
>>40707061
>"I am in love with my female inner self and I want to make her exist"
I can get behind this idea myself, personally. I'd have to put some thought into the meta attraction bit to define whether that's what attracts me to men or not. Most men I feel attraction to are fictional (either 2d or 3d, like characters from movies, but not actors themselves) and it's usually in the context of "If I were with them they'd treat me like so and so"
So maybe it is meta attraction after all...
That being said, I still strongly prefer girls. I'd say it's 95% attraction towards girls, if not more.