>>82426910
It's pretty up in the air, just depends on if they can find the right concoction of medicine to give me. That and external factors like temperature like we've talked about. It's possible! But I don't know how likely, and I have to plan for the worst, because if I don't I'll have no options at all when the worst comes to bite me in the butt.
Would you believe that this physical pain and immobility feels like nothing compared to the psychotic explosions I've had in the past thanks to my bipolar? Mental health is the real threat. Once I overcame that, everything else started to feel like a piece of cake. I was never quite as low as many of the people here on this board, I've always been more peppy at least, but boy I still had some dark thoughts...
I've developed a soft spot for the kinds of people here, I often wish I could give them some of my positivity and help save them from some of the deep, deep pits of despair many of them are in. It makes me feel like a savior complex jerk sometimes but I still like to try and be nice to hopefully do something for someone, somewhere.

Maybe he'll see something really gross and terrible and it'll scare him away! (Don't get any ideas!)