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>maybe these smallish things aren't actually small at all
maybe sometimes but very very often they are very tiny actually. No need to ovethink this either ;)
>proven that there's no helping my situation
A man in a suit disagreeing with you is proof that there is no helping you? Not at all? Not even another more reasonable doctor? There are billions things to try. Don't let one person telling you 'no' forget that.
>how so? I can only speak from experience but letting these thoughts go to far made me feel really guilty for not trying to fix them earlier nothing happened thankfully but still. Doesn't matter what they are about or even if even you have yet to act on them, simply having them is an enormous drain on who you are. Even with nothing happening and you resisting them with a 100% success rate they cause indirect severe secondary symptoms which at some point also get too much. This plague on your mind should not be tolerated. Repressing is not enough but all out war on it needs to be fought.
>do they become more strict and such if you've hurt yourself in the past or worse?
No not really more strict. Psychology is more like a nurture type thing than a punishing one. They will just be more careful and use more methods to help. I told them the same thing about these feelings. I always was a free man, they just work a little different. Actually go into depth when they see that their surface level things don't work. Put up actual diagnoses instead of 'its le depression, take these SSRIs :D' and give therapy for them. But they do these things anyways. Just that telling them how you actually feel helps them see that you are not a drama queen and actually have issues to be fixed. In my experience of course.
>but i dont think it does to anyone else especially employers.
tsk. The opinions of a normgroid slave should no influence you. These people are at most a source of money. Don't take their feelings to heart.
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