>>83056488
>150 hours played in the past 2 weeks
I've realized for a long time that vydia will never make me happy, but neither will most things in life. I already failed at every other turn and there is no more hope for me. I will never be the best at any vydia I play, and the hobby will never be accepted without scorn. But it brings me more joy than any other acceptable activity I could engage, so I'll keep playing. Let others progress in their real life, I've found my frail peace, that's more than others have.