>>542641603
>I know on paper that online ELO doesn't matter
It doesn't. You'll never progress if you keep caring.
>and that it will take another month to get back to that peak again.
If it takes you months it means you didn't belong there in the first place, and it's fine. You'll get there eventually.
>How can I get my emotions to stop caring about ELO?
Dunno. Toggle picrel off. Play some games. Get better.