Feeling regret over lost time. I made a point to do something with my friends at least once per week so there's that. I quit my wagie dishwasher job in June, but I should've quit a year ago when I first graduated high school. I was holding out for hope that I could get with a girl that worked there, but as always I got rejected jfl. I've just been working with my dad (general contractor) since, but the work is really inconsistent and now I'm close to being broke. I wasted most of the summer just rotting in my basement on instagram reels and map games, but at least I've been consistent in the gym.
I guess I'm just kind of lost? I'm only 19, and the other anons in this thread give me hope that I still have time to make it. But every potential option for my future fills me with dread. I'm currently staring down a future in the trades, but I don't know I have the resolve to do manual labor every day for the rest of my life. I absolutely despise school (the work and social experience) so 4 year college is out of the question, but I might be open to community college. I just don't know what I'd do. The trades are something I am competent enough at to make money doing, but they're not something I'm passionate about.
I'll end with a whitepill for the others in this thread. No matter what your situation is, there are always moves to make. Of course, those options may be terrible, but you can still choose. So start making your moves now.