>~2006
>meet girl in RO
>quickly become friends
>exchange pics over msn
>she's an emo cutie
>lives like 800km away
>start spending all day online together
>form long distance relationship
>summer break coming up
>she asks if she can visit me
>ask my parents
>they agree
>she actually does
>stays for 1 week
>lose our virginity on the first night
>fuck like rabbits all week
>literally heaven on earth
>final day comes
>literally worst feeling ever
>we both cry for like 3 hours straight as my dad drives us to the train station and I say goodbye to her
>had fallen madly in love with her and knew it could be ages until I see her again
>infinite levels of teenage heartbreak
>still play RO with her every day
>long distance relationship isn't fun anymore just painful and depressing as fuck
>still keep it going, hoping we can do the same next year
>at some point I mention that I'm going to hang out with irl friends on the weekend instead of playing with her
>she has a meltdown over it
>asks one of my irl friends who was also playing RO about our friend group
>finds out that I'm pretty good friends with one girl (she was really just a friend)
>gets hyper jealous and paranoid
>relationship turns into a nightmare
>she sends me pics of her cutting herself, threatens suicide if I don't stay online
>become severely depressed over the situation
>try to break up with her, but can't really because I'm still in love
>shit turns more and more terrible
>spend less time with her online
>she's 100% convinced I fucked the girl
>one day she tells me she sucked some guys dick
>break up
>block her
>stop playing RO for a long time

That shit SERIOUSLY fucked me up and haunted me for years, hell I still think about how different things could gave gone if we lived closer together. I've been in a bunch of quite happy relationships but never again had feeling like I had for her.

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