>>41060315
where is this idea of souls not being gendered? i do actually feel like my soul is female though i am not a tranny. also, there is a lot of sacred tradition like the cult of ishtar were crossdressing and engaging on the opposite sex has spiritual value

>>40989766
>i'm getting so desperate, I'm seriously starting to think about dating trans women in the USA long distance so I can help one of them to flee and live with me in Canada

why are most of you absolutely insane? you guys are living like an impending genocide is upon you, like earth is going to open and all trannies are going to the gehenna. and as much id love your people to go hell, i cant avoid to feel like death is maybe a more human way to put you out of your misery

Yea im a transbian, and i have something to say. Im annoyed i cant be frank and honest about my understandings of the world, without sounding like travis from taxi driver or something insane.
There are so many truths floating about in our lives that we just choose not to talk about because maybe they make us feel uncomfortable or they make us realize how transactional the average conversation and even relationship is.
How in a sense almost every form of communication is actually a manipulation, and that manipulation of the world around us is simply a reality of existence.
Look, all im saying is, what annoys me is that often, we say stuff, when really we mean something else. And i just think, isnt that bizarre? Its so bizarre.
Look blah blah blah X
(Actually i want Z)
(You are supposed to know this)
Its just just a rigorously ingrained truth within human nature isnt it bizarre? Sure we often say stuff directly too, but there is a lot of stuff people say indirectly.. and thats... incredibly interesting from a sociological point of view because its like we are crafting this grand delusion, this play, this theater where we force ourselves onto a stage and act out these performances and in a sense we bind ourselves to these lies. We are like jungle birds performing mating dances and everything we do could in theory be construed in the sense of an elaborate mating ritual. Maybe we are not much more than birds..

Thanks for reading...

>>40483151
I mean, I just don't get what your point is.
If I'm spending my whole life crossdressing, it's not really a cross anymore. So what am I passing? I look like myself and not someone else. I care about being treated well, not whatever name or pronoun ppl ise for me. I mostly stopped boymoding because I got more bad treatment as a man than as a woman and it fely stupid to keep trying to be male for the sake of vanity (i wasnt fooling anyone).
Unless you just literally want me to die there's not some magical path for me to be a totally normal person that makes people comfortable. I dont want to die.

what can one even actively do with their time to improve passing. aside from voice training