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Anonymous No.40989113 >>40989123 >>40989228 >>40989863 >>40993485 >>40994502
Transbian, im making a complaint
Yea im a transbian, and i have something to say. Im annoyed i cant be frank and honest about my understandings of the world, without sounding like travis from taxi driver or something insane.
There are so many truths floating about in our lives that we just choose not to talk about because maybe they make us feel uncomfortable or they make us realize how transactional the average conversation and even relationship is.
How in a sense almost every form of communication is actually a manipulation, and that manipulation of the world around us is simply a reality of existence.
Look, all im saying is, what annoys me is that often, we say stuff, when really we mean something else. And i just think, isnt that bizarre? Its so bizarre.
Look blah blah blah X
(Actually i want Z)
(You are supposed to know this)
Its just just a rigorously ingrained truth within human nature isnt it bizarre? Sure we often say stuff directly too, but there is a lot of stuff people say indirectly.. and thats... incredibly interesting from a sociological point of view because its like we are crafting this grand delusion, this play, this theater where we force ourselves onto a stage and act out these performances and in a sense we bind ourselves to these lies. We are like jungle birds performing mating dances and everything we do could in theory be construed in the sense of an elaborate mating ritual. Maybe we are not much more than birds..

Thanks for reading...
Anonymous No.40989123 >>40989125
>>40989113 (OP)
im ugly
Anonymous No.40989125
>>40989123
Im sorry to hear that.
Anonymous No.40989157 >>40989181
TLDR I ain readin allat
here's more genderbent death note
Anonymous No.40989165
Anonymous No.40989171
Fem L is so cute ^^
Anonymous No.40989178
oh god and male Misa is even better
Anonymous No.40989181 >>40989189
>>40989157
Since we both enjoy genderbent death note and are thusly sisters in arms, you should read what i wrote..
Anonymous No.40989184
Anonymous No.40989189
>>40989181
I did im just thinking of what to say
Anonymous No.40989194
Death (Moe)t

Sometimes I feel like the only people who bother talking to me are people who want something out of me
Anonymous No.40989204
And for the most part, I've been right. Pretty much everyone who goes out of their way to talk to me just wants to fuck me. Its been hard making friends with people because they always want me to BE something FOR them, when I just wanna be myself
Anonymous No.40989206
didn't read it
Anonymous No.40989212 >>40989229
its been years since I've had a true friend, somebody who could be content with just hanging out with me, and doesn't expect me to be anybody other than who I already am
Anonymous No.40989226 >>40989246
idk. maybe its something to do with age. Everyone past the age of 20 just cares about sex. At first I thought it was just a guy thing, but it seems to be universal
Anonymous No.40989228
>>40989113 (OP)
subtext is a form of meaning, autisma. weird for you to believe in shallow breedercult evopsych when you are a sterile tranny
Anonymous No.40989229 >>40989259
>>40989212
you need an ugly aroace eunuch to order your court
Anonymous No.40989246 >>40989259
>>40989226
sounds like you're surrounded by assholes. you wouldn't happen to be an undergrad, would you?
Anonymous No.40989253
anyway, I still think theres people out there that don't want to "play games" and do genuinely want close friends, but I've yet to find them. I have at best found acquaintances
Anonymous No.40989259 >>40989294 >>40989468
>>40989229
I want aroace frens
>>40989246
no, I got a job, bills, I'm in the thick of it
Anonymous No.40989266 >>40989277 >>40989604
oh well, thats all the genderbent Death Note I got. Heres a funny comic doe
Anonymous No.40989277 >>40989604
>>40989266
Anonymous No.40989286 >>40989448
Kingdom Come Deliverence 2
(break over I gotta go to work now fml)
Anonymous No.40989294 >>40990113
>>40989259
have you considered you're just hot? i don't really have the problem of people manipulating me for sex, myself. maybe just be friends with the people who are upfront about wanting to fuck you. most people can handle being 'zoned like that, if you're a chill person otherwise
Anonymous No.40989448 >>40990165 >>40990288
>>40989286
I like gender bent death note, and i also like kingdom come deliverance.

I used to be like you anon. I only wanted friends. But these days, well im 26, i feel like friends in the friends sense are kinda ... a waste of time, childish? Like sure its nice to have people to write now and then and that i do indeed. But i have very little free time due to being 26yo, employed, a tranny with hobbies. The people i wanna spend my valuable free time on are naturally also people i want to fulfill a big part of what being a human is. Sexuality is like eating, its natural.

That other anon said i couldn't have shallow evopsych cuz im a sterile tranny. But its not about ability, its about determination, as in biological determinism.
For example, when a gay guy top fucks a gay guy bottom, this isnt some secret biological loophole that is outside the rules of nature. It can very easily easily be construed as procreation with a few neurological hiccups often caused by hormonal imbalances at birth..

What i say may be misinterpreted as reductionist, but i believe without first accepting what we are and building a solid foundation of truth we cannot build higher structures upon it. A monkey must know its a monkey and account for the very likely possibility that everything could be indeed an elaborate mating ritual. From a biological pov, it makes sense.
Anonymous No.40989468
>>40989259
And also, god, tfw no superiority complex transbian gf (as a treat not permanently, transbian can hav a lil salami)
Anonymous No.40989604
>>40989266
>>40989277
This is the funniest thing iv seen in ages ... thanks anon
Pokedream No.40989863
>>40989113 (OP)
Its all so tiring. 90% of language is this nonsense verbal game. I just want to convey information and figure out how the world works. I dont want to play some sort of verbal soccer.
Anonymous No.40990108
PART 2 IM BACK BBY
(Steins Gayte)
Anonymous No.40990113 >>40993793
>>40989294
I mean, yea. It would be nice to have somebody recognize the value of a friendship, rather than burn up everything we had for the *chance* of fucking me
Anonymous No.40990135
Like, I can be friends with somebody I think is hot, and NOT try getting with them, because I like being their friend
I just want a bro, somebody to go to the bar and get drunk with, to vibe with, and not have to worry about them manipulating me for their benefit
but, everybody I thought was my friend only ever talked to me because they 'liked' me. its very sad :(
Anonymous No.40990165
>>40989448
I may or may not reply to this later, I have work again
Anonymous No.40990288
>>40989448
What a fine poo!
Anonymous No.40990964 >>40991448
ive decided I wont respond, but I'll one more Lain boy image
Anonymous No.40991448
>>40990964
U sound immature
Anonymous No.40993485
>>40989113 (OP)
socialization really is a form of theater. how often do you interact with others as your truest, most open self? it's a way of protecting oneself, I think.
Anonymous No.40993793
>>40990113
you also don't have to ghost just bc you reject someone. you can still be friends if they handle the rejection well. do you recognize the value of friendship?
Anonymous No.40994502
>>40989113 (OP)
I don't think it's bizarre, it's just how it works and how brains work and how life works. Nobody does anything without it being for the benefit of themselves. If someone has no desire whatsoever to do something then they just won't ever do it. If someone does something they "don't want" to do, it's always because they have some other kind of motivation outweighing the first one to do the thing, or they would never do it. Any altruistic action can be explained by how it's only taken to feel better for having done the action in question

So yeah