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>Be from a broke Ulster protestant community (Anglo-Scottish sub humans) who bullied, rejected and abused me
>They used to think I was gay and bullied me because they assumed I'm an Irish catholic (my second name is Gaelic)
>Only got 5 GCSEs: English, Maths, RE, Eng lit and history. Could've got more but mum forced me to do meme subjects like motor vehicle
>Wanted to do geography and a language but not enough students signed up for geography and mum convinced me to do art
>During and after my school years I was depressed from years of abuse, like a retard I took my mum's advice and did a "based" trade
>Wasted 2 years training as a plumber. Had no connections in the industry (the only work available was 40 miles away and I had no car)
>Trained as a cook for 2 years, worked for 2 years, but the hotel went bust during covid. I was in a factory but got fired after beating up a manager who grabbed my throat.
I have been unemployed since late 2023. I have been applying to hundreds of jobs almost everyday. I get an interview once every 3rd month. I dress nice, I'm polite but the HR girls sense I'm a sperg and I can't explain the gap in my resume. I have a clean record, the qualifications but I can't even get a job as a dishwasher or burger flipper. Fuck this place. Welfare in N.I. is low and I can barely afford to feed myself. My alcoholic retard father and lunatic mother didn't prepare me for how hard life would be. My life is one big humiliation ritual. I'm going to get back into education, but at the moment I desperately need money. I hate this shit. I have no real friends, no happy memories and no prospects of having my own family,