change the world or yourself?

>mfw i realized the reason people suddenly act weird around me is because they take a look at my look at them and hear what voice i use talking to them, feeling how i feel being around people
>mfw it was never their disdain of me, it was mine of them reflected back at me
how do i break the cycle?

>mfw i realized the reason people suddenly act weird around me is because they take a look at my look at them and hear what voice i use talking to them, feeling how i feel being around people
>mfw it was never their disdain of me, it was mine of them reflected back at me
how do i break the cycle?