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>what was your state of being on the lead up to when the coworker gave the number to you?
Before the current gf I had experienced a small handful of hookups and friends with benefits type situations, never a true gf. The women I'd slept with were largely undesirable in the brains and personality department, along with being a bit portly. This woman makes me feel a completely different dynamic, has a STEM education, and her body is rocking beyond my belief. I'm mulling over in my head whether I should commit 110% to her. I'm pretty sure I'll never pull anything better than this so I might as well lock her down with marriage. She let's me hit it raw and I pull out and spray her face down like a fireman hosing an inferno dude it's craaaaaazy.
>Were you depressed cuz no gf and felt like it was impossible?
Yes. I had basically given up on putting in effort to find a partner.