>>40557828
>>40557841
I cannot know what your personal situation is exactly. Have you actually tried being faithful and keep His commandments?

Please bear in mind that God isn't a genie that you can use and abandon whenever it suits you. Without Him, we do not truly live. Without Him, we pursue sin and falsehoods which just brings agony and eventually eternal death.

"I am the door; if anyone enters through Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came so that they would have life, and have it abundantly." (John 10:9-11, NASB)

>>40524110
In case anyone is wondering why that explanation says "hate not" instead of "does not hate", it's because it's from the King James version of the Bible:

“If any man come to Me and hate not his father and mother, and wife and children, and brethren and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whosoever doth not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple." (Luke 14:26-27, KJ21)
>>40523554
I've heard many Christians explain (including ones who have had near-death experiences where they were warned about hell) that it's not God who sends you to hell, it is you who sends yourself to hell by rejecting God and His ways.

God isn't going to deny giving anyone the chance / choice to choose Him. That would be impeding on their free will.