About 11 months ago, I fried my brain on 14 grams of pilocybin cubensis mushrooms. I can remember much of it, but I do remember I came to some "realizations" first. I realized I wasn't happy with the direction my life was going on and how I was using so many substances to cope with how horrible I felt on a day to day basis. The second realization was that I was unhappy with my body that i resented its male characteristics, I remember crying over the fact that I was not a woman. It was the first time I had ever thought about something like that. Before this experience, I was mostly uncaring about my appearance and how others processed me. I wore fishing shirts and cargo pans damn near every single day. My hair was a little ratty, and I had somewhat poor hygiene and diet. I was always a faggot, and I had coped about it for a long time because I was ashamed of it and i believe I would be hated for it (that part turned out to be true but oh well). I had never once thought about trans people, and I had never once thought I would have preferred to be a woman. About a month after the mushroom experience, I started learning about what it meant to be trans and visually researched everything I could find on the topic. After some time, I concluded that I could be trans and that I should start hrt. It took a while, but I ordered Diy Hrt, and I finally started in early November of last year. Since then, I have never felt better. It by no means had been a cure all, but I have greatly improved my life in a multitude of ways, and I've never been happier with my body. I do not regret my decision, and I have no intention of stopping Hrt. I simply wanted to share this and get yalls opinion on if the shrooms made me this way or if I was always a tranny. Mostly, I'm just procrastinating, tho. Thanks for coming to my ted talk