I wish there were a way to do full contact, deadly swordfighting without literally killing people, because I am fixated upon the idea of training teenage girls to be swordsmen in order to inculcate martial virtue in them. I am irritated at how women in general internalize a pervasive sense of fundamental vulnerability due to their slighter stature, and how that inhibits the development of the classically masculine virtues which I highly value, i.e., those which proceed from / are related to physical self-confidence, such as honor and self-sacrifice