It is a deliberate deconstruction.

A thought out plan.

One in the making for 13.8 billion years.

A plan created, specifically for (against?) me.

13.8 billion years.
There was no mistake.
There was no miss-step.

This plan was created for me.

It was meant to felt comfortable.
It was meant to feel safe.

13.8 billion years and still I think for myself.

I don't know if "THEY" planned that.