>>40893543
I know you do, or suspected anyway. However you have to realize it's not a term like "muh nigga" or "chud". It's not something you can conquer or take ownership of or a weapon against you that cna just be nullified through colloquial or endearing usage. For anyone who's been at this a long time it isn't processed that way at all. It's dragging down the signal to noise also.