>>40944804
You are L1, Mars
Your addiction is L12, Venus

Mars is in Libra, where it is ruled by Venus - your addiction has control over you
Mars is 1 degree from direct conjunction with Vindemiatrix. This fixed star shows you are putting yourself in bad position out of your own foolishness
Both Mars and Venus are in cardinal signs, which means it is possible to get out of this state
Fixed star Spica on the cusp of H12 suggests all turns out for the better in the end regarding you addiction, even though not everything will go the way you'd like it to

My advice - don't disregard the seriousness of your addiction, don't be overconfident and let your guard down. Accept help if given

Best wishes