>>150336462
Poor Internacional

>>213698106
just having a toff time eh

>>512632035
2-0 it's ovyir

I've proved beyond all reasonable doubt this stuff is real by conjuring ridiculous little hyperspecific trinkets and events against all odds, things that just cannot be explained rationally.

But after 3 years I still can't get anything big or life changing, my big 3, health, wealth, and love, are utterly beyond me still. I tried everything, i had hope, a great self concept, etc, idk anymore. I wish for death before bed every night now. I don't know why it works for little things but not big things.

my life is a bitch and i swear to god i was born unlucky and retarded
what would you choose? these are the only two options

>BUY an apartment in a dying out ass town somewhere up north (Nikel and Vorkuta are the only okayish options) where it's still snowing in early june and the warmest summer day is 15c, but i get some extra neetbux that way i would never have to work (i hate cold)
or
>RENT an apartment in virtually any place and invest the rest of the money that way it's gonna cover almost all of my rent, but i would have to work at least partially to make the ends meet (i hate working)