To the anon who recced Antidote, I caught up with it. Thank you for reccing it I really enjoy the losing seme's toxic mindgames and the protag's journey in recovering his memory, his status, and his agency, it's really cool.
Can't enjoy the winning seme for the life of me though, I already skip a lot of sex scenes in manhua because I hate their blocky souless anatomy and how prevalent the dicks are but yeah I skipped most of his sex scenes with zero regrets. I don't like how wholesome he's portrayed despite the fact that he never even ascertains whether his husband currently remembers him before kissing him. Hello? Basic precaution? Consent? At least the toxic seme is a stupid mess, a slave owner, and a harasser who probes his slave's asshole to check whether there's semen of another man in it and there's no room for dissonance about how horrible for it he is despite loving the MC. Absolutely love how pathetic this guy is and I will keep reading for him.